blind

blind
get this clear.. not i blind already.. keke!!
is actually a song title, include in the album LifeHouse
go download, especially the acoustic version of this song
and beware.. it may addictive to you. hehe!!

when i on my computer, first thing is this song..
i have no idea why.. but this song..
really.. reminded me somethings.. keke
* secret * ^.^
dont want to tell you why!! wakaka


well my life now are
boring~~~
although working!!
man!! i so hate sitting at office and work!!
boring man!!
i want house-office!!
like Taliesin House designed by Wright
office and home are just upstairs and downstairs
so that..

work till sien already can go upstairs SLEEP!!!
wakaka!!!

last thrusday can say my most interesting day in the month of January
coz have a chat with my lecturer on.. ARCHITECTURE!!
we both go for take picture for around 40 min for my assignment,
rest of that...
talk, talk and TALK
bout anything comes to our mind..
but mainly bout Architecture stuff.
unbelievable.. we both talk near 2 hours already!! WOW!!!

i want a bug collection.
they are so.. cool.. and fascinating.. keke!!
but is expensive.. T.T
wanna have it.... T.T
but of coz.. buy that also after my computer finish upgrade first la.. hehe!!
kinda pity for the bugs also.. T.T

later work..... sien..
really looking forward for tuesday and wednesday
Pattern Language class and art studio class. huhu!!

streamyx sucks.. T.T
always disconnect.. =.="
some more at night.. never mind..
at 1:30 AM disconnect?!
after that weak connection... =.="
you better go eat shit la.. * tak ada mata nak tengok *

...
after all this time
I never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you was blind
but I couldn't make you see it
couldn't make you see it
that I loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died when I let you go
...

chorus part of the song Blind by LifeHouse

CLUELESS!!!

that's all my feelings now.. clueless

well i want to have some changing here's and there's.. especially my blog...
i wanna get out from this page. want something new...
and i also spotted a good wallpaper for my blog.

MATTER IS...
is complicated process!!!
need to change this change that, save this, copy-paste...
WHATEVER LA!!!

janji i'm clueless now..
whoever help me do it, Starbucks is my treat.

no joke, and better believe me.. =3
volunteer please~~~~

today~~~

nothing much today actually..
sick of work.. bit desperate in need money for my computer.. ahaha!!

but i meet this great feller.. from Malaysia actually, but went to USA for work..
making a good relationship with her now.. i think...
things may turn other way round... not as what as i think..

coz' i clueless bout' what other thinks bout me...
thats my biggest weakness for me actually...

if been asked this question:-
describe me in 1 word.....

i think many people may come out the answer... good listener??
HAA!!!
i dont know.. u decide for me then..
anyway i also clueless.. haha!!

clueless to many things actually..

- my course..
clueless.. pass all except 1 subject.
what's my CGPA?? i don't give a damn
i wanna know!! at least tell me where i stand... ><"
in my competitive classmates..

- my computer's graphic card.
clueless bout where it stands..
what's his best performance?
so far i just test on drawing program..
turns out A class, just that little laggy.. coz' of insufficient power and memory?
again.. clueless... don't know what my BABE lacking of..

- and many more.. T.T

clue is like a maze, waiting to be revealed
mind is like a puzzle, waiting the final piece to be in place
thinking are source of inspiration, dare you to think the impossibles

Fear
And panic in the air
I want to be free
From desolation and despair
And I feel
Like everything I sow
Is being swept away
Well I refuse to let you go

.....

from the song - Map of Problematique - Muse

MY BABE....

1 thing puzzled me now in my mind..

my personal message at my MSN written this :
' my BABE is back to me already!! woohoo!!! ^^ '

coz' of this.. many people actually asked me.. who is my babe.. wakaka =.="
and worst.. someone even asked me this :
u back with your girl friend already aa?! i was like.. * laugh die me *

well let me review it la.. although i sure kena kau kau from you, cecelia..wakakak

my BABE is my CPU. =.=" and also the brand new graphic card, GeForce 8800 GT. =.=""

take note that this is computer gadget, and not something pink color.. although i wish my graphic card circuit board are pink instead of green.. haa

well.. long story.. noticing my com gonna sick soon i was preparing the stuff, i mean files into a special files then transfer to pendrive. mana tau... my turn to use, computer cant start.. celaka!!! all my files, portfolio, assignments.. gone
then i also decided to change my graphic card.

hi-tech graphic card with dual port for 2 monitor.. wow!!! the price also... nice aa.. 880 bucks for a 8' x 4' in. long graphic card. T.T .and include a cool graphic underneath it.. haa

well for more info bout' what im bragging about, read my previous post and let the picture do the talking. wakakak!!!

saw a vertical board at the lower part of the picture, that's my BABE, GeForce 8800GT graphic card. wakkaa!!









part of the graphic under the circuit board, cant know what is that also..













and finally, up close and personal with my BABE....
aren't it just beautiful... * winks






sorry for make everyone disappointed... wakakka!!!!

well thats my intro bout my CPU. 2nd stage makeover coming soon i think..
cant wait for it for another transformation. wakakka!!!!

PS: Cecilia.. don't hate me.. * winks
PS: Amanda, hmm.. dun hate me coz of i tipu u.. wakakka!!!!

friday start work already.. and still the same, office work SUX!!!!

Far away
This ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

Starlight
I will be chasing the starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to re-ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive

But I'll never let you go
If you promised not to fade away
Never fade away

- song lyric picked from Starlight by MUSE -

my starlight still apart from me.
but im sure i will found it someday. ^^

happy, ^^ and sad T.T

well the computer is back..

owh.. my babe.. finally back... wakaka!! ^^

with a brand new graphic card wey... * smile till cant see my eyes already *
and some more underneath the graphic card got 1 cool graphic. wakaka!!!
and in future will be have 1 CPU for 2 monitors already.... WOW!!
* cant stop my saliva from falling like waterfall already *

well thats all my feelings now.. indescribable in words.. ^^

well thats all my happy news.. now the sad ones..
i pass all subject except Commercial Designing.
well is expected already since last year actually
not sad anyway..
but student affairs department tell me to beg for a pass for it.
for me i think, is unnecessary..
and i prefer to retake it..
coz i know that i can do better than that from what my previous assessment
all my lecturer saying that i can do better then now.

well i also ready for it already.. and just wait for the time to arrive.
march is a start point for the new semester.
and i bet my friends sure will shock when didn't saw me at the Institutional Designing class.
HAA!!!

you may see me crazy enough for repeating the semester again.
but that is my ego.
anyway i also didn't mind to under the same mentor again.
coz i can learn many things from him alone.

i am gila already..!! haa!!!!

happy + sad = emo!!! XOXO

haha.. so long didint update already.. coz of my BABE..
aih.. so sad bout it la..

now im in cyber cafe.. wasting money for the past 4 days..
4 days expences at cyber cafe is as much as 2 days expences at college already.. sweat.. haha

my BABE.. T.T...
anyway all my files inside C drive are wipe clean..
means.. my portfolio, my drawings, my projects for the past 2 years... all gone case.. T.T

well many things interesting happen around me these days.
lady luck always beside of me..
for some reason my monday dosent turn right for me and luck is around me.. haa!!
well of course many things still in worried la..
especially my result.. haiz...
but anyway.. im more than ready to face the worst for it already..

dont know why.. feel like this year i more ready.. haa!!!
for everything. haaa..!! perasan.. kekezz..

miss my BABE already.. when you gonna back to me..

after long trip of vacation to relax out.

miss you... muahxx..

to my cousin :
shane is not your starlight. dont feel too sad bout it anyway.
theres still many outside.
dont sacrifice the whole forest just for tat unworthy tree.

yesterday i got a complaint bout' my blog from Huei Liq, complaint bout' my usage of 'la' word. wakaka!!
well is already some time from the first complaint from my friend that tell me that she hates shortcuts in writing form at my Friendster Blog. huhu
well so far the second complaint from my blog. will try to reduce it and quit this 'la' word. wakaka.

but hey, something shocking yesterday, someone compromised that my english has greatly improved. ^^ same author, Liq Scarlett. keke
well like always, i take it as a compliment though.. ^^

well is a boring day for me.. nothing much on these days.
Saturday, accompany my friend to Midvalley. well that is the first time i go by car coz' usually i go with bus and trains.
hectic, dizzy and fuzz. 3 major words when u trying to find a parking at the middle of the evening, more over is at weekend. haiz..

~~~while shopping~~~

well i spotted a jacket at Espirit. 400 ringgit.. =.=
that jacket is nothing special. just that i feel like i may be handy when i get my DSLR camera in future.

after that went to The Gardens at the opposite block of it. 1 word to describe that building after i entered the interior of the building, splendid.
whoever havent pay a visit at there, go now. xD

then i saw a camera shop. didint sell polaroid camera that my cousin want it. T.T
but i saw Leica M8 and M7. haa!!









and also... my dream camera..
Canon 400D and 40D. * slurp *














and that shop has installment payment method also.
wah.. so nice..!!! xD

than i saw saw a Nokia plone shop. curiousity bring me there actualy coz i wanna ask bout' a model phone' info. Nokia 3250. too bad that phone has stopped its production already.. T.T
F*** la!!!

then pay a visit at Lego shop.
a piece of a Lego. 900 ringgit.
* cermin mata pecah * - plang -
900!? ><"

conclusion:

= my friend buy 2 shirt and a belt for - almost 215 ringgit
= petrol fees, parking fees, energy for walking - near 30 ringgit
= saw my darling Canon 400D and also a Lego set - priceless. - sadly can see cant bring back home!!! T.T

but whatever i see today shall be my aim. for anything else, theres MONEY to be the connector of the 2 parties. ^^

missing her now... haa!!!
3 weeks.. is such a long period huh..
hope that later can see her
and also my class result.. T.T
hopefully, i pass Commecial design, same as her. ^^

wei loong is out!! wanna sleep. ^^

in disbelief.. in some accident..

2 hour after went back from college after the BOK house project.. was reading all my buddies blog..
well i glad that everything are going fine actualy.. 3 days and model are done.. wakaka

well continue the story..
i was stunned actualy.. coz' everyone seems like not in the mood of study back yet.. wakakak..
well for me.. haha.. same same la.. but maybe the college life are different after all.. eager to get all the things start.. haa
now when i bump into person who wear school uniforms in the college area.. i mean the college nearest mamak also la.. is weird for me though.. i dont know why also.. haa!!

well.. out of many.. i read someone's blog talking bout her sister..
well.. im not in shock of that particular article.. but i didint know that that is very serious..

i dont know weather you will read my blog or not...
but just wanna say that..

' whatever you do.. may the heart of forgiveness be with you..
your case are as same as mine.. or shall say my case is more serious than yours..
always mouth fight with sister
my case includes hitting and brutally beat up.. you both are just.. fight mouth..
well actualy im glad that you both are not as me.. brutal and saddist mind
but whatever you do... promise me..
that theres shall be no hitting each other..
and promise me.. you will regret it very much of what have you done. '

TO: my beloved cousin.. ( you know who you are )

and remember.. shall thankful of having your sister coz theres only once in the lifetime.
and remember also.. dont cry.. your cousin here fobia to girls who crying de.. huhu

trivia: did you all know that March babies are peace lover?! haa!!

new year eve.. went to Genting to celebrate and also countdown at there

well i also know that my cousins are there too.. so is like ngam ngam plan punya sweet plan.. keke but ended up tak jadi.. wakaka.. tot can ajak her lepak togather with me de.. T.T

this is my first time new year countdown and also second time went to Genting..
i aint know that theres many thing interesting inside Genting.. the last time i went genting are almost 6 year back.. probably more than that...

well countdown was fun though.. coz' i always thought theres nothing special happen rather than exitement going all around. but is other way round..

the exitement start when the time hits 12.00 am at 01/01/08

well this is one of the exitement occasion happen.. FIREWORKS!!! ^^

at there, can see there are many couples hugging each other wishing their partner, and also can see the joy and hapiness of everyone towards the whole new year are officially start today.
for me new year are a new begining of a new resolution, a new begining of everything. but for others it may means new hope into themselves.. i dont know.. u judge it by yourself then.

well before countdown i and my friends were gone to Snow World inside the indoor theme park. we throwing each other iceball and also play ice ball war.. wakaka

when half way thru on the way back home after countdown, my friend's car was forced to stop coz' of overheat break clamp.. haa.. kesian.. lepak at the middle way of the mountain, is very fun and chilling though.. wear 3 shirt also can feel the cold.. when the car is ok already we continue our way back. we can see along the way many people stop by to take a nap coz' its jam.. haa..
well at the middle of mountain also i learn how to smoking already.. @.@ dont tell my parents.. okay.. haa!!
well smoking is fun though.. im not addicted into it la.. and i hope in future i wont also.. haa

basically is a first time experience that is fun for me.. haa!! with all the accidents, till the fun and joy with my friends..

2008 resolution

- get a DSLR camera.. if possible
- study hard and smart.. as usual =.=
- get a girl friend.. wakaka ( siapa mau saya!? ><")
- stop smoking.. wakaka
- meditating more PLEASE..
- stop playing around in studio class.. xD
- sleep and rest more.. if got extra free time.. so that no more panda eye.. @.@
- pampered myself more on making my body fit.. especially active back on sports.. hehe
- communication skills upgrade.. and also my own confident level..
- no financial crisis.. xD

well thats all for me i think.. what your's 2008's resolution??

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! ^.^