30th of December now...
and another 1 day and 22 hours 30 min to hit Jan 1st
time flies like...... i also dont know how to describe it

test is over,
assessment is history now,
and now holiday time!!!
well doesn't seems like holiday anyway
more like a therapy moments for me
always walk around,
window shopping,
drive here and there...
treat it as a good exercise anyway
although can be very tiring sometimes

later at noon off to Singapore...
suddenly feel like.... done want to go already
same as my cousin sister
ahaha!!
i prefer to staying somewhere i familiar with
rather a plain new place to me,
although i went to Singapore once before

to all readers, early new year wish from me!!! ^^
well i hope that this Singapore trip can be all on my own!! ><

PS: why HAARP doesn't have Micro Cuts!!!
and they actually have it at Youtube!!! ><

and dear....
will miss u A LOT!!!
take care everyone...
especially Amanda
^^
peace to the world and OUT!!

im officially addicted... to MUSE's

micro cuts,
soldier's poem,
apocalypse please,
Stockholm syndrome,
starlight,
plug in baby,
butterflies and hurricanes,
....................

ignore me, or someone slap me awake!!!


week 4 listen to MUSE songs already
and im cant live without it!!
haha!!

been busy this lately...
and seldom to update this blog already..

assessment went well...
no obstruction...
and that's really something good.
and im officially on holiday

something fun between me and mk
is that we actually told each other
the christmas present that should buy to each other
and.....

we both brought the present that we mention to each other..
and our present is...
HAARP for me
Jay Chow World Tour DVD+ CD to her

and we ate shabu shabu at somewhere..
buffet dinner that can eat till you drop
pretty enjoying for christmas
since this is my first time celebrate christmas with her ^^

going Singapore again this year end
suddenly don't feel like going already
don't know why and don't ask me
hahah!!!

time do flies...
faster than speed of light
although always thought that day got 24 hours
and night got 48 hours!! hahah!!

finally...
break that barrier of
i-must-sleep-at-1am-everyday!!

this morning..
went to bed at 0430
and still not feeling sleepy though ^^

this is the list of things that keeps me awake!! haha
- Muse's songs from their 5 albums
- cigarette ( well i just took 2 ) ^^

and also.. the main actor!!
KOPI AIS!!! hahaha!!

can't believe that this thing actually keeps me awake huh
probably the content of caffeine is different from the Nescafe
hehe

well Christmas here soon
same as assessment
well wish all my classmates all the best

and i want this for my Christmas
can i???


HAARP album, consist of MUSE's live performance in Wembley stadium at last year.
watched at Youtube already!! 1 word to describe. SUPERB!!

initiate zombie mode.
ROAR!!!

i think im the only one that haven't initiate that mode ^^
well better start fast!! woohoo!!
and i can feel the heat already!! ^^

PS: i love someone named Esther Leong MK, joy Chuan XL and also..
Matthew Bellamy, Dom Howard and Chris Wolstenholme of MUSE
and also my friends,families and extended family members ^^
and loving every moments with them ^^

D-Day +27

well its not the D-Day stated at World War 2
its just reminds me of my favorite PC game at all time
Company of Heroes.

shocked and happy
that's my feelings now
we been together for a month already
time flies very fast though
till we're not realize its already pass so fast.
those memories still fresh in our minds though ^^

assessments calls for the last 2 week.
to be exact is 10 more days to go..
excluding Friday

feeling the heat already
since i dragged my working drawing for like...
2 weeks already?? haha
no mood on drawings already, now head to modeling sessions already
and then my presentation boards already.. total of 3 A0
woohoo!!

well wish me luck then..
*although i dont believe so much in luck
wish me all the best...
and...
wish me survived at the bombardment sessions in Friday's assessment
and be able to go MOS for celebration!! woohoo!!

and last of all

I LOVE YOU!!!

after yesterday's incident
i think... LAH
both of us really desperate for each other.
and both of us missing each other A LOT!!
haha!!!

that's what i feel. ^^

and dear,
happy 28th day anniversary ^^

15 things

someone named KimBlee FORCED me to do this.. T.T

The Rules: Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things / habits / little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits / things / little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. :p

well.. here it goes!!


1. i used to play bass with thumb when i started to play for the last... 3 weeks or so because i just learned at that time ^^

2. something gross. back to my childhood times, i bite toe nails and finger nail. sadly, i cant stop biting my fingernails till now. no worries, i stop biting toe nails when im was around 10 years old.

3. I cant whistle although im tried so hard for it

4. i like to sit bus back back when im young coz the bus drivers at my kampung are all rempits aka drive very fast and cornering like they doing drifting

5. i remember images better than names.

6. back then when im small, i like to chase chickens as my childhood game. till that 1 point i accidentally killed a baby chicken when i using a fish net to catch them. and im the first to be questioned when my grandma do headcount and 1 baby chicken is missing. after that day, i stopped this so-called my favorite childhood game

7. 2nd gross fact about me. according to my mum back when i was around 4 or 5 years old, after i 'done' my business, i nearly take my own poop and put inside my mouth!! haha

8. back when i was standard 4 to 6, i and my classmates like to play this so-called Tamaguchi named Digimon.. *something something. to avoid been confiscate by the prefects, we hide that 3" x 1 1/2" so called Tamaguchi at our... *thing [ go figure!! ]

9.im look 95% Malay. from my skin tone till my bahasa Malaysia's speaking. at college, i been given the title of Dewan Bahasa dan Pustaka by my friends for unusual word usages.

10. i can eat the same old food or dishes... for WHOLE MONTH and i wont get bored of it!! haha

11. i love rock music since last 2 years and the first band i listen to is MUSE.
for the past years, i only listen music through radios and seldom knows about English songs because last time im a big fan of Chinese's emo and love songs till last 3 years when my friend start to intro me english songs.

12. i started to get close with Malays when i started to join secondary school and also a uniform unit named KRS. and im the only non- Malay ( i think, since i left school for so long ) to have Coperal rank at my uniform sleeve. ^^

13. after enter college, i can sleep as short as 30 mins of nap to 10 hours of long sleeps. best record was 48 hours straight with 6 hours sleep in between.

14. a discovery of myself. i HARDLY get bored of reading/eat/listen, well not nagging of course, the same old thing, routines and ..anything!!! UNLESS.. doing working drawings!! darn ><"

15. lastly, i fell in love to someone that is my same primary and secondary school mate. after apart for like... 13 - 14 years.. and we both meet again and ended up we in a relationship now!! *u know who i mean.. for those people that i tell them before about this ^^

an additional ones
back when i was born, i was NEARLY DEAD!! yep!! u heard right. nearly dead experience when the second i was born out. according to my mum, when i born out that minute, i was not crying, like babies usually does. best part is, im not breathing as well!! till i breath fresh pure O2 to my lungs. i think. hahah!!

I shall tag:

- YOU! you know mine dirty little secret, and now its your turn to let me know what's ur dirty little secrets then. hehe

day 19 we been together
we watched Quarantine together

nice for me, bad for her..
haha..
shall give 8/10 for that movie

and when we off from the shopping mall
its already 2320
and at some point we thought of they switch off the supply power for lift
because it not going anywhere where we command to
some point i hope that we really trapped inside
and be with her ^^

today i shall say wrong choice of movie coz i she not so enjoy about it
and we have a great date for each other
after missing her for a week ^^

3 more weeks to embrace myself to face the horror of assessment
and i and my classmates can feel the pressure around us already
scary nor confident
that's what i feel now
just afraid on that day cant deliver my message well
like i always do at my assessment

now i realize something
sometimes we cant make it on our own
need some motivation
need some...
as my lecturer says...
other source of 'motivation'
that is girls!! ahaha!!

- over and out from the blogger -

got tagged from someone unexpected

- Yumi-san.....
hehe



well here it goes then!!


A-Z

A. Attached or single? erm.. attached to someone.. named MK ^^
B. Best friend? erm.. quite a numbers..
C. Cake or pie? cakes of course
D. Day of choice? Tuesday. reminds me of *something* ^^
E. Essential item? my desktop of course. my life ^^
F. Favorite color? green
G. Gummy bears or worms? none.. hehe
H. Hometown? Seremban, Negeri Sembilan
I. Favorite indulgence? chocolate banana from Secret Recipe
J. January or July? January
K. Kids? 2. 1 male and female
L. Life isn't complete without? peace, love... and Internet!! hehe
M. Marriage date? wait me till i hit 40 then i tell you all ^^
N. Number of magazine subscriptions? none and i hate mags
O. Oranges or apples? both
P. Phobias? hmm... not so sure because i got a lot of it.. hehe
Q. Quotes? don't care la.. just DO IT!!
R. Reasons to smile? smile with reason? thats not a sincere smile already.. hehe
S. Season of choice? spring and fall
T. Tag 10 people. kim, yol, Daniel, Nicole, amanda, zhiyi, maza, nana... and no ideas already ^^
U. Unknown fact about me? double personality
V. Vegetable? any veggie will do i think
W. Worst habit? bite nails when nervous
X. X-ray or ultrasound? x-ray
Y. Your favorite foods? anything that can put in mouth ^^
Z. Zodiac sign? Aries


another one...

He/she have to come up with 7 interesting or random facts about them self and then tag 7 other people to do the same.

1. double personality as my blog name
2. straight forward person.. although my friends don't think that i am
3. like to eat.. or shall i say i can't stop eating 24/7
4. love to bite nails
5. a bassist wannabee
6. be able to change gear from gear 1 to gear 4 under 10 second while driving
7. in love with someone ^^


TAGged friends - ditto as above victims ^^

currently Lifehouse's You and Me keep repeating at my media player
reminds me of her every time i listen to this song.

have dinner with mk at Sunday for 3 times streak
reminds me how much time we been together with her
and times that i spend with her

already 12 days dated from 11/11/08 at 11pm
and we know each other better and better
from problems to interest
from her families to my families
best of all, knowing each others weaknesses ^^

12 days and 2 hour plus..
makes both of us feel that we're already 12 months and 2 days
pretty not logical but that's the true fact.. hehe

surprises awaiting us whenever we're outing together
that's makes our moments more special..
especially Sunday night dated at 23/11
our latest outing..
* content are private and confidential
and inappropriate to reveal it here ^^

12 days and still ongoing..
really really can feel the thrill already. ^^

Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in

But things just get so crazy
Living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road
Get up and go if I knew
That someday it would lead me back to you
That someday it would lead me back to you

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave ...

Sunday Morning by Maroon 5

change 'morning' to night
that's more appropriate to describe today's weather
others all.. in the lyric
and this is the feeling i having now

12 days and still running...
sure we have fun huh.... ^^
especially that particular 'Sunday' ^^

happy 12th days anniversary!! ^^

this is story bout...

pig pig and cow cow..

well this is all the pics that i promised you guys.
enjoy!!

PS: pig pig tue... tak ada cop HALAL punya... jangan tersentuh!! ahaha!!

Mrs. pig

Mr. cow

this is when they cuddle to each other

when they hold hand
having their sweet moments

cow: your head is HUGE... its troublesome when i hug you!!
pig: your head my dear... are damn long and big!!

and they finally found a good solutions for their problems...
kissing!! ^^

see back these pictures really put a smile at my face..
and we been together for 9 days!!

happy 9th day!! ^^

5 days and after 11pm tonight is our 6th days..
well still pretty fast thought if counted from days..
what we both feel is that we already couple for like... 3 -4 months??

something strange but its true..
we know each other too well.. way too well..
and i think she's the first to know me nearly.. 80% of me
and im probably... the first to know her well... hehe..

and tomorrow is our first week...
planning to go somewhere... but i have no idea to go where
probably go some place that have some nice memories
for both of us ^^

yesterday was fun..
went in her room for first time..
having a photo shoot sessions with our pig pig and cow cow..
soft toys that we brought at Sungei Wang.
then we have dinner together at P.J.
meet her parents.. by accident
and have some quality times together for whole night long

pictures will be upload coz im in college now...
bout cow cow and pig pig ^^

i miss her ><"

and dear...
happy 1 week anniversary!! ^^

our journey officially starts at 11/11/2008 at 11 pm
feels.. relief
at the same time happy!! ^^

relief coz... we're finally... together
happy coz... she finally accept my proposal..
after.. near 3 - 4 times i propose to her.

well what's makes us both happy is..
we finally can date.. without hiding in front of our friends!!
yuppie!!



we gone through bittersweet
from our process of ongoing relationships

we tried excitements that we have to hide from friends
to let them know the fact that we're together

we hugged each other under the moon light..
of course minus the traffic that KEEPS pass by our area ><"

we hold hand
when i asked her out for the 3rd time

the best is...
we done all the above before the moments that we be together like now

a reversed process that makes our heart and soul bond together
and i still can feel the fun that we have before and after we couple
and we will go through again all the things that we done before

when 2 souls bond.. with hugs and kisses...
1 unit marks the starting point of the journey

we loved each other by the time she accept my propose
and we knows.. a lot more fun awaits us in front ^^

i love you dear

when we curl each other together..
i feel that we're one
that's the feeling that i have when we hugged
enough elaborations.. although i know not much people would actually visit this blog

we're progressing fast, way too fast
kan bagus if my design are so progressive.. ahaha!!
we meet back and know each other for 2 months and 3 weeks already
after we...
lets see..

primary, 6 years,
secondary, 5 years
plus the additional 3 years

we ONLY START to know each other.. after near 15 years of hi-bye friend
not too bad though.. hehe

days have been went haywire
especially ours...
worried at the same time lovely.. ><"
well better don't express too much... too many familiar faces here.

we progress as good as couples but we are not
well i think..
and she thinks that

the time probably is not right yet
and i also agreed with her

PS: i love her..
PSS: i think she also does..
although have some confusions in her head

and we think.. we should control...
no, i shall say i should control... hehe

changed profile picture....
after used for 1 year...

so thats currently how i am look like..
my lecturer comment im look like Bruce lee..
which is so NOT ME

my friend commented my head looks like it blends with my hair..
which i agree..

but what i commented is...
my head = coconut..
ahaha!!

well getting haircut soon..
don't too worry..

post 100th after 1 year of establish this blog...
proud also... and reminds me how i grow..
sometimes i read back all my post..
reminds me the time where i doing or having that incident...

well nothing much bout this 100th post..
just wanna remind myself to keep writing..
so that when i hit 80.. ( if i haven't die from lung cancer)
i can show to my grandson... hahah
and post my work here... as a remembrance.. to me..
wahaha!!

well foremost..
i wanna say..
happy 100th post.. ahah!!
and hope that more readers..
(well i prefer more privacy though..)

PS: i think i really like her.. (crappy)
PSS: i think she feel that also.. (even crappier)

when we together..
we're like couples..
shouldering, playful and tease each other with jokes..
what that means??

just done 2 tags from Alia
and now blog bout my another me.. hehe

these days.. chaotic...
not about life are not organized...
is about something, something that has bugging me these days
boundaries are between her and me
is it because i said something wrong? or inappropriate?
perhaps so... coz i may said something that comes out
at the wrong place at the wrong time
maybe time is the medicine..
like my friends says so...when comes to relationships
i tend to evolve to the another me, serious, bold and straight forward
maybe this attitude scares girls off...
haha!! well i don't really care though
just happy coz that's me, and i am me..
and i hates hide and seek around bushes

well lets be friends... just have to divert my minds off course
not thinking a relationships, not hoping a relationship.
sometimes i feel plain white paper relationships are better
than those have something on that sheets of paper.

sometimes.. something really better leave to time to decide ^^

later jamming at school, playing my favorite song, Starlight
PS: post no. 99 not sure when i will upload again.. hehe

this post reminds me a song... U2's sometimes you can't make it on our own

RULE #1
People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves..

RULE #2Tag
8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.


1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
probably will just call her fuck off.. that's all. no point to argue though

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to be happy for the things i have at that moment

3. What makes you unmotivated?
well basically nothing?? or is it i have but i didn't realize it?? haha

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
probably... save up in bank. do some investments ^^

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
no.. AT ALL!! friends, probably... well it depends sometimes

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
both actually ^^

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
erm... just wait till before i hit 40s.. not rushing for it though

8. Where would you prefer to be right now?
somewhere private where just me and nature

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Yes.

10. What takes you down the fastest?
unmotivated comments

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
hmm... be in construction line

12. Do you think, by being kind and always helping person you love, she/he will love you?
no, definitely NO

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
someone dedicated in most part of his life, fun and energetic, photographer-wannabee, and love her friends as much as herself ^^

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
hmm.. this tricky..well both of them have pros and cons.. i would prefer to have a life that happy with my partner. anyways i would wish im rich and married of course.. haha!!

15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
turn my head around and see the sun orientation and start slapping myself coz its already 10 in the morning

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
yes

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
no one.. no point to have it.. unless... men can married 2 wife ^^

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
yea.. forgiving are probably hardest thing to do.. having a forgiving heart, for me, that person are perfect ^^

19. Would you suffer now and enjoy later or the opposite?
suffer now better... ahaha!!

20. List 8 people to tag...
kim and yol, Daniel, dum dum, Esther, Cecilia, yeen, Christine

How old will you turn in 2009?
21

Would you date someone 8 years older than you?
NO

What were you doing at 4 am this morning?
its still 1.09am at the current moment...

What's your relationship with the person you last texted?
junior at my high school that has become junior in my course.. ^^

What did you do today?
done my floor plans!! ^^

What is the last card game you played?
last Friday.. to burns off some times with classmates

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
hmm.. interesting.. btw, i haven't kissed anyone.. hehe

Where are your siblings?
sleeping

If you found out you couldn't have kids, would you adopt?
yea ^^ well it depends

Can you take a bra off with one hand?
would love to try... since im a guy.. haha!!

Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
no... im happy with the progress now ^^

Do you want kids?
who doesn't

Are you in love with anyone?
errrr..... *secret ^^

Are you a jealous person?
well who doesn't jealous??? hehe

When was the last time you slept on the floor?
erm... last 2 weeks+ cant recall

And your name would be?
wei loong

Is your phone close to you?
nope

What is bothering you right now?
practically nothing.. well there's something...

What does your last received text message say?
at home

Where are you right now?
my crib

Are you listening to music right now?
nope

Do you like country music?
erm... so so

How is your hair styled right now?
messed up ^^

Do you like your first name?
why not?? ^^

Last thing you drank?
sprite

Do you sing obnoxiously in the car?
sometimes when im in the mood

Do you think that you’re a good person?
erm... no.. but my friends says yes.. haha

Are you currently frustrated with your life?
for what.. life just once.. live it like there's no tomorrow

Who are your idols?
Frank Lloyd Wright ^^

Is there anything you would like to say to someone, but you feel like you can't?
yea.. especially to her

Do you know anyone in a long distance relationship?
Yes.

Do you still count on your fingers?
yea.. haha!!

How many times a day do you look at yourself in the mirror?
probably not more than 5 times a day

How many times do you brush your teeth in a day?
once.. sometimes dont bother to care!! ahah!!

Are you confident with yourself?
in some points, no

Why do all the girls like the Jonas Brothers?
cause they are GAY ASSES!!

Do you have a best friend that is currently in the hospital?
nope

What colors are the walls in your room?
apple white

What is something you say a lot?
aku jam dow.. it means im stucked

Do you have any pet fish?
nope

Do you have any nicknames?
wei loong, derrick, along.. the best one, longkang

Who is the last person of the opposite sex to text you?
sharon, my besties

Are you angry at anyone?
nope

When's the last time you went to the beach?
when school holiday, went with cousins and her friends

Do you sleep with your door locked?
no

What is one TV show that you watch entirely too much?
Criminal Minds

Do you sing a lot?
occasionly

Are you currently interested in someone?
yes

What are you doing tomorrow?
finish up my floor plans, elevation drawings, section drawings and some sketches

What are you looking forward to?
able to done my things by friday morning

What song are you listening to?
none

Where did you get this from?
Thought So

What do you think about the person who you took this tag from?
dedicated

Give 5 good qualities about that person:
1 - dedicated
2 - cheerful
3 - hardworking
4 - playful
5 - patient

i tag.. everyone except those have done this ^^

just wanna express out my sorrows...
ignore me if you found the content is rather boring..

yesterday got... well i consider comment
for not helping much to that *someone about something
but the fact is...

well.... haih....
don't feel like continuing to write...

ignore me....~~~~

pray that she can make it to the date

its already more than 10 days since the last post...

well this past 10 days...
can consider the best 10 days i ever have
in my life... so far

from model making sessions...
till overnight at college for 4 days streak..

that's a lot of fun, stress, and jam
music sessions to break our tense off,
crazy leader in the board to lead us,
exiting rather boring as in doing the same things over and over again
try and error sessions in the making
and the best part of all...

we doing this... or shall i say we treat it
as our assignment..
rather than the competition purposes
everyone do their parts to make it happen

and result...
... speechless..
rather wonderful... MUAHAHA!!

click here for knowing it more

well u know what amy...
you does teach us a lot of things towards this journey
thanks for it...

ps: post 95th.. and 5 more to the 100th... haha
PSS: everyone seems.. call me to cut off biting nails instead of smoking.. ahaha!!
and i addicted to..... *something ^^ and i like it so much

what hurt the most when people comment about you

comment about people are sometimes hard
and sometimes are another way around

receiving comments are my specialty
that's the main reason that i like to listen to others
coz' i wanna know what people thinks and
thinks about me...
so i always ask the questions..
what you think about me...

and by the way....
i weak in judging.. yerp!! you heard right
probably my buddies says i always complaint about my classmates
complaint about people around me... but that's just a minority..
correct me if i wrong my friends ^^

for my point, judging are bad
and for me...
judging are harder than complaining.
especially when judging about designs,
and of course... a persons

this senior's statement already bagged my head yesterday..
when he says he worried about me..
and whats hurts is that
well i dont know..
i think that
he thought that i cant cope with the studies now
and at some points, being left out....

well i admit i still shaky about where shall i go..
and.....
.....
.....

neh... just forget what he says...

but anyway...
thanks to him to banged my head with that statement
and i know what shall i do now..

Just realized today is September 11.
7 years ago... there's disasters
and now,
historical site of World Trade Center is going to erect another new building

still remember the joke that my lecturer says when im in Year 2
subject : Modern Architecture
well the joke is.. Minoru Yamasaki...

All the building he designed is all destroyed

and that's a FACT.

Well he's some pity architect but hey...
he's one of the historical people in architecture world... ^^

Senior’s model in progress percentage: 30%

That is somewhat developer’s model…

Huge and gigantic… haha!!

My progress of work… 0%

Coz’ clueless on what we should do…

Well just do whatever I can…

And finish it up then…

Yesterday considered one of my best days… in this week

Favorite song in the radio… not one, but two

Fall for You and One Step at a Time

Kind of reminds me of something… for this 2 songs

And managed to stay up for Tuesday to finish up my things… haha!!

So yesterday can sleep and later today do the model!! Woohoo!!

Am I really like her??

Or still the same old me wandering around with the same old feelings and attitude towards every girl