ever wondering myself doing extraordinary things
but ended up.. shocked my lecturer off his chair.. haha!!

well.. i admit i done a oversize design..
but i didn't expect that.. too over sized
then finally lecturer comment here and there
and he finally changed my floor plan
preventing me from develop from the current floor plan.
well... there's 3 weeks more then..
decided to follow my layout, with my changed floor plan
hopefully can get it done asap.....

being with her for 1 year and 10 days
i feel that our relationship kinda.... changed upside down
i never felt before ever this kind of changing situations..
well i feel very happy for this changes that made by us
sometimes we do still busy here and there
but still we're able to cope the changes
and myself are more acceptable with her current status

dear's ♥ sports day has finished at this recent Friday
happy for her that her busy-ness finally come to the end
now whats left is her exams..
wish her all the best then!! ♥


while doing my material research
i decided to using back the previous material research fom my year 2 Commercial Designing
that is















from up to down: cork oak and LiTraCon™

well i really cross finger and hope that the research that i done will be OK....

starting admiring you
means somehow you caught my attention to you
and start from there
i admiring and observing your beauty, behavior and my feelings towards you
and ended up, you make me cant get my eyes off of you
eventually, i started to fall in love to you
and i propose to you, 3 times
eventually you accepted me as another half of you
days already passed 365 ++ days
and we celebrate our anniversary in a most random way
that is both of us are busy on that day

although we're can't be able to celebrate our anniversary
deep down in me
i feel that we're already do celebrate our first year
by giving a simple hug to each other
not much
but it makes me feel that we're always gonna be there for each other
and i do hope that we both can be more understanding to each other! ^^

I ♥ U

most random quotes by - wei loong -

mk: aunt (ky's mum), you guys didn't organize any meet ups lately??
mk: i misses all those family gathering that we had last time
ky: ya ya!! lets have it someday then
wl: wah.. good la you guys..
ky: you can come and join us along
wl: wait mk become mrs ng only i go
aunt: so.... you guys planned when you guys get married already?!
wl: NO LA AUNT! where got so fast!


wow.. didn't know that my so- called sarcastic joke
has become a serious matter in dear's family.. ==

huhu...
another update after 2 3 weeks apart..

assignment....
well can i say i progress well?? hehe
so far i really satisfied on my progress in design
and continuing to being ahead from my schedule.

relationship...
5 more days would be our 1 year anniversary
looking forward on it at the same time worried
paycheck haven't out makes my origin plan spoil big time
well thinking of alternative plan now
really hope that she will love the plans that i do for her

this recently
i realize that i being immature in some points.
is this the symptoms of being old day by day?
or the real inner part of me are showing off?
being too sensitive at all time, naive thoughts lurking around me
and not being generous enough for accept some facts that is totally unavoidable
is this my problems?

i really wanna know it why



sometimes i think that
i shall not being selfish

well ended up..
that's another way round

is it my problem of not sorting out with you
or you didn't even realize it that i really care?
sometimes i really wanna tell you some things bout you
but self assumptions tells me that you will counter-attack it back
and making my advices, wishes, hopes and dreams vanish with a word from you
and making myself pointless to voice it out to you
because it will be happening back
not now, in future
probably month later, week later, days even hours or minutes or seconds after that
being with me and the next minute busy with your things
toleration is the only thing i can give you now
i really clueless on what should i do now
giving you more private times means lesser time to meet each other
probably days, even weeks or months after that
only we can meet up once
i know that this doesn't work at all as will ruin our relationship
to a different levels, that is tendency to break up
committing time for you are the only way
matter now is you're not committing your times for me too
sorry to say that.. but yea...
whenever i voice that out, you will tend to say... please be understanding to your situations
then how about me then??
when you really making efforts
i already know that your efforts are fruitless
because you have a lists of 'to-do-list' in your mind
house works, assignments, wanna have your own private time without the presence of me


well
its already to the extend of
whatever shit i type at here and words that i say to you are literary...
pointless

at the same time..
i really love you
i willing to sacrifice my time just to be with you
and your reply is to have me to accompany you to do your works/assignments
i don't really mind as i can do my stuff along with you
but what i want from you are attentions from you!
im sacrificing my time for you
i really wanted that you do really block your time to just spend with me
the only way i cool down and distract to think bout this matter is by smoking and get myself being busy
and i know..
this 2 ways aren't going to work effectively
telling you would be pointless as it will back to normal soon
keeping the problems to myself you will think that i don't tell you anything on what's happening in my head
the only way to get my mind out of this matter
is to be with you, accompany by you and do stuffs that we both enjoy doing it
other than that, when my mood swing comes
i will evolve to some other feller already

i regret for following you to Genting today
as from what i see is you wanna have private times with your friends
not with me
and my presence seems being a burdens for you
as you need to care bout me and your friends



well dear
when you really sees this
i really don't know what is happening in between both of us already
well if you do read it tomorrow, or some other days
i just wanna tell you that
I LOVE YOU!
regardless of what you have done to me
your selfishness, ego, bad time management till you have to isolate me and being bold with your decision of you wanna have more time to do your own stuffs or whatever is in your mind at the moment when you read this
im really don't care it anymore then..

being with you even a while even a minute are already enough to make myself happy already
regardless of your decision in future regarding you need more time and etc
i will not object it and i will accept it with no obligations
i promise you!

well i wanna dedicate this post to one of my best friend, sebrina

have a long chat with her and she awakes me with some points.
well sometimes i really glad that friends are all around me whenever i got a issue/ problems

back to her...
its always not enjoyable now because im not myself when i facing her
well seb reminds me of something
i still do have strong chemistry to her
matter now is that when i with her
its no longer myself anymore
because of her words
that i think she probably forgotten what she told me before

well i hope that i can recover fast
just like seb says
let her be in 1 week
let her have her time
and see how it goes...

well i do really hope that she didn't read this post
because i confirm that she will cry after finish reading


well if YOU do read my post here
i just wanna say IM TOTALLY OK!
so don't worried bout me so much then affect your studies
that i think you won't have time to care bout me..

damn! why i always giving myself a negative thoughts when come to this matter?!


be strong wei loong!
get yourself busy with works and studies
probably you will feel better like this
or probably the other way round then...

updatesss..

it's been awhile....

currently are busy with my works and also my college
so seldom have the time to update my blog.

day 339,
recently we both having a quarrel sessions
that from what i think is my problems
and at the same time i feel that is her problem also.
matter now is that i tell her its not her problem
for the sake of making her less worries in her head.

BUT I REALLY WANNA TELL HER THIS!
sometimes is really her problem!!

well i take this obstacles in our relationships
as one of our challenge quest that have to solve it fast.

work has been fine sailing throughout the weeks.
being promoted seems like it doesn't really fancy though
i prefer to go back to the previous time
no worries and best of all, the pay is 3K
rather than now is sometimes not more than 1.8K

in college,
it's getting like ride in a roller coasters
submissions and presentations are in near every week basis
pressures from lecturers and also from Engineering Maths.

now currently

• wanna make sure every things are run smoothly throughout the whole

• wanna repair our relationships from becoming worsen

• wanna have inspirations from Frank Lloyd Wright.

well as not least, vacations!!!

well my dream came true!! ^^

craving to drive a Ford Ranger..
and now
i have it!!!

drive the Ranger for a week till this coming Sunday.
well although the car itself is not as stylish as Triton
in fact the Ranger itself are painted GREEN!!
coz last time my company use that car for roving Maxis
even the sticker stains are still there though

BUT..

the sound system of the Ranger damn nice!
complete sound system with microphone and also equalizers
wonder when can the Triton can equip a nice sound system to it..


well semester break starts
and im still busy working ^^
beer session was nice yesterday with my superior
and today's beer session meet someone that i unexpected at all, my cousin!
have a nice long chat with him and my superior

well im resigning soon from the job already
kinda missing those moments working with my colleagues,
that now become my friends

well happy summer break for all my college friends that view my blog
i know you guys has waited it for a long time

praying hard now
that she can go Genting with me!!
hahah!!!


currently addicted to:
Ford Ranger
Mitsubishi Triton
Ruled of Secrecy from MUSE
driving 4WD
makan
sleeps
and also not least, si dia ^^


aih gaduh with her pass few days
coz im too tired to wake up and cant be on time for her
hopefully she understands my stands now
although sometimes i feel that she kinda selfish... LAH
haha

but still
i love her!! ^^

long update!!

phew..

is another it's-been-a-while blog.. haha!!

well im finally promoted.. as supervisor..
dead tired!! roar

love the time i spend with Triton
well.. is just another can't-explain-in-one-word-experience
haha!!

well time flies soooo fast
is already end of the semester
and taking the new post for like near 3 weeks already

i have a lot to talk about..
but not sure where to start first... haha!!
well just keep it till i know when is the time then

after near 4 months i working..
now i only realize..
my boss actually is a funny and easy going feller..
haha!!

the most pissing off part of my boss today...
he go watch premiere of Transformer 2 with his colleague and his girl friend
without
invite us!! argh!!


working life do teach me how to be a matured guy
from small bits till big shots stuffs

PS: assignemtns.. please dont hate me coz of i didn't 'touch' you all for a long period of time ^^

for the first time in my life... so far

i won in..
quarreling with a auntie ^^
well it should be something to proud of
coz i NEVER WIN a fight with a female..
^^

well..
soon i gonna be promoted..
happy and stress keeps pouring down to my brains..
many things to accomplish
at the same time many things to worried about

sometimes i just don't understand what female thinks..
how i wish male have the ability to read minds of females
would it be wonderful ^^

missing those old days!!!
i want it back...
can aa??

loving Mitsubishi Triton now!!!
i wanna own it... someday..

plainly bad mood now and wanna express out at here

at afternoon when on the way back to work i got summons from the police
what a darn lucky day to start my day off

working place are fun with 2 funny resellers
and also one of my colleague
after that when he went home

approximately around 7 plus my supervisor appear before my eyes
well apparently im having my 'break' hehe

one thing i was so shocked and f**king pissed of on
is she questioning my working ability
well i admit my wrongs
what i don't like is that she..
argh i don't know and i don't feel like saying it already..

well no one knows me well then my own self right??
so there's no point of i complaining here also.

met someone unusual today..
hohoho..
and she really pretty in heels..

and also met so many usual faces in the mall today

not in the mood for anything today..

terrifying incident of a couple:

shout in the car.. while driving
quarrel in the car.. while driving

ultimate tactic~

cried in the car.. while driving
and~
emotion swings all around.. while driving

that's the reasons i hate girls driving
no offense
i just plainly doesn't like girl drives

that terrifying moments gave me a hint
what if....

i and her have that similar moments in our relationship
what i will do?
and how would i react?

last Friday we have a colleague outing
we drank beer and i get high
well its been awhile since last time i drank beer
i think i gonna organize more this kind of small outings
^^

started the new post in workplace
fun and tired at the same time

and i
missing her at this minute!!
><"

damn...
another loooong updates ><"
busy working lately..

and today at working place
tried out new post, that is becoming a part roving team
and it means..
i have to start driving a Mitsubishi Triton....
starting.....
*date yet to be confirmed.. ^^

well next week already midterm test
and i haven't ready a bit bout it
huhu!!

yesterday celebrated our 160th day..
in a really really " special " way
^^

realized something..
not just me..
others feel the same ways as i do
well true facts can't lies in front of people's eyes

later is the day..
i been assigned to hold a new role
to becoming a supervisor
for 3 days only lah...
hahah!!

filled with thrill and nervous
i accepted the job for 3 days because
of my supervisor went Medan for 3 days
n went there without informing me!!

college went well
same as workplace
and also in relationships

time flies so fast..
is already 4 weeks after college reopen
and 5 weeks since i start work

another 3 weeks or so is my midterm already
and tomorrow is already the 5th month we been together
and at mid May i probably promoted to be the supervisor...
although i don't fancy much bout the new post

a quote from me:
time flies, appreciate it!!

for the first time in my life
in front of the mirror after i bath
when i shaving in front of the mirror
i saw something unusual

unusually seen by my own eyes
black pouch under my eyes!!!!!
im officially have panda eyes!? @.@

then i wonder...
am i getting fairer?
or my eye pouch are more obvious comparing last times?

come to think of it..
last time i slept near 5am and wake up at 8am
at least 3 times a week
and still i didn't have that effect of black pouch eyes

but now....


damn..
have to take care of myself better..


well been busy working lately and seldom updating my blog..
sorry for the inconvenient..
most of all sorry to my beloved blog..

tired and zombie- like mood
this is the defects after i start working...
for nearly 3 weeks full

and college..
starting to hate it...
not the college mates,
but the college management...
there's no differences between loan sharks and them..
what happen to them already?!

well its been a while... again!! hahah!!

my birthday was yesterday..

first of all wanna thanks to everyone that have done the following item:
wished me/ belanja-ing me/ texted me etc.

early celebration with mk coz sunday she's not free..
watched 7 Pounds and it was great movie by Will Smith

then saturday night after working..
surprise celebration by my college gang.. till 2am
then Sunday itself is my working day..
my boss treat me a dinner.. accidentally haha!!
then my gang of high school friends treat me another round of supper

well i have decided to drop major subject this semester..
and work till month of August
well hopefully i will make it at that time...

last year, Langkawi vacation..
this year, surprise celebration..
i wonder what's next year would be

work are fun and bored at the same time..
weirdo me...

131 days and still loving it.. ^^

another loooong update!! haha!!

time flies like no tomorrow..
its already near mid of March and..
we been together for 4 months already ^^

well greatest fear ahead..
im 21 soon!! T.T
shit la..

1 advice from this old man..
enjoy teen while u can..
especially you, cheng kim!!
YES YOU!!
wanna know why??

co you're birthday is at 21st November.. hehe
so enjoy.. before you been called auntie... someday
haha!!

college start soon and i dont feel like it after all..
although past few months im dead for start college period

11th of march recalls a lot of thing that we're been go through together
from sweet memories to quarrels and disagreements
till date, we been together for 122 days ^^

this particular matter pop into my mind while im in shower
should i postpone my major subject or proceed?

currently taken a job as P1 W1max promoter
who wanna a piece of fast wireless broadband!!
contact me!!
hehe

huhu
is been a looooong time since last update ^^
sorry for the delays!!

0143..
still consider early for me..
so just a quick update

jamming...
played Bullet for My Valentine's Tears Don't Fall
having fun although can't cope with the fast beats
if you guys don't know how 'easy' to play this song
check out at youtube!!

dating...
we been together for 102 days
pretty fast...
and we knowing each other more and more throughout this period ^^

college...
B for sustainable arch. practice
C+ for tender and Contract
and...
F1 for Institutional Design
(roar!!)

holiday...
still sucks at the moment
at still i loving the moments now ^^

valentine...
spend the day with her
well it was.. memorable first time valentine with her
since we both first time celebrating this day WITH a partner

bass skills...
improving more and more
now can cope metal songs
but still wanted to play Muse's cover songs
like...
Stockholm Syndrome...
Time is Running Out...
Sunburn...
most of all...
Starlight!!

well ends my blog of the day..
after near a month didn't update already!!!

PS: maza your tags i will reply you asap!!
sorry for the delays...

please download Estrella's Stay
to whoever read my blog!!
is a addiction song that you cant resist on!!

today played Tears Dont Fall
i wonder what's next...

darn
its already sunday....
and what it means??
tomorrow would be the chinese new year!!

well everyone, especially the young ones will like:

'.. ee... angpao money so little one...'
'.. why that uncle/auntie dint give angpao one...

well it really brings back those silly thing that we do when we young

long time didn't blog bout my life already....
kinda puzzled while thinking what to write here
lets see.....

-work as par time promoter at supermarket near my house and get to know a bunch of great people
-Bleach series are getting to the climax soon (i think)
-i and her didn't date for like... 3 weeks already ><"
-i get my result for my last semester already, and result are unexpected
-overnight at her house for the first time ^^
-so gonna break my promise to my besties..

cant think of anything now...
probably due to tired ness for whole day...
T.T
continue next time then ^^

*cross finger

im not jealous
im not jealous
im am so not jealous at all!!!

well this jealous thingy keep flying in my mind now
although i deny it in front of her

for some point, what should i jealous of?
coz of she sms with this some guy from evening till night??
haha!!

silly me!!

for some reasons.....
i think i wont ever buy a new Proton Saga
for what i witnessed couple of minutes ago
^^

damn miss my blog!! T.T

well coz of something unpredictable and unseen circumstances
and that's the main reason i seldom update my blog
now not anymore coz...
my BABE precious CPU is back to me!!
hahaha

well update from previous blog post..
Singapore was fun
wedding dinner was great
and celebration of new year at Marina Bay was awesome!!
and first time in my life so far
celebrate new year out from Malaysia
and also celebrate with my uncles and aunts

well pictures will upload soon
as soon as i got my camera back at my dad's car
^^

something bugging me yesterday afternoon
after a statement from her
saying that 1 of my friend possess a threat in our relationship
prove me wrong coz i don't think so
and i know where i stand at this stages
pretty interesting statement that she come out with
and make us thinks deep into our relationship
possession of a threat??
for some reason, i didn't ever think that before