just wake up...
from my 8 beauty hours of sleeping. ^^

hmm.. what i have done yesterday night at friends house..

- gamble and win near 7 ringgit .. AGAIN!! xD
- my friend belanja me eat for 7 bucks.. wOOt.. once in the blue moon though.. hehe
- jealous of my friend bringing his girl friend to overnight at his house.


well.. im do really miss her though..
didn't online for a night really drives me crazy..
some more my friend action..
kinda make me realize..
am i good for him??

i mean like i cant be with her all the time..
when she cries, happy or moody..
we just can communicate through Instant Messaging.
and see her face through web camera.

i scared.. im not good enough for her
for all the things i done to her..
im really puzzled sometimes.. how can i treat my girl friend like that?!
sometimes i do really wanna scold myself.. what a lousy guy i am
cant be with her all the time especially the time she needs me

maybe this is the challenges of we having now...
the 2nd important test after architect Part 3 test
the love test of between you and me.
we can endure the test!!!
right?? my beloved girl friend!!! xD

im sorry for what i done
i know now you probably say..
my boyfriend except the word sorry no other word say to me already
but im really don't know what to say to you except that word
im a lousy boy friend of yours.. T.T
im a bad boyfriend...


This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shaking off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see

They're trying to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What u need, what u need...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do u see what I see...

OneRepublic - Stop and Stare

stop and stare, looking back to our hours
but we cant move anywhere, coz we stop at this hour.