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lol...been tagged by people... thanks a lot.. Cheng Kim!!haa..!!well, lets start reveal the secret of mine!!5 things found in my bag..-pencil case-spectacle-butter paper [ whole lot of it ]-color pencils-my pig pig pendrive [ sometimes only.. ]5 things found in my purse-cash-TnG card-some recipt of purchasing some stuff-coin-dirt.. haa5 favourite things in my room...-the fluffy dog doll tat gaven by my friend-my pillow-my blankee..-my smelly pants that hang at the edge of my bed-my big wardrobe5 things i've always wanted to do...-paintball war with my friend-bunjee jump with her.. [ if can ]-travel to Europe [ like Euro Trip!!! haa!! ]-visit The Louvre, Paris-sky dive5 things i'm currently into...-litsening some songs-answering this survey-playing Freecell-SUPPOSED to do my work... -.-"-HUNGER!!5 ppl i'm gonna tag...1.Amanda, my cousin2.Hanna, Jon's sis3.no idea4.i don't know5.aiya.. who cares la..well i hope that the 2 feller i tagged did replied my survey... haaa
today...accidentally bump in to her..the feeling... indescribable..well that's a long story... while today i with my old school mates hang out at the shopping complex, something just get my attention away while i enjoy one of my favourite fruit, honey dew.. keke4 girls.. all four with familiar faces, as i go down from the elevator, that keeps me into attention, wondering who was that.. when i on the way going down, one of the girls waving to me. well i repay her with waving and face with full of wonders. 1/3 left going down from the elevator, i saw her face.. but i still cant confirm weather is it she or not. till....she smile at me and say ' hi 'and of course i also say hi to her la.. shock, happy and exited flows into me. and i can feel that my heart beat a slightly faster than normal... i wonder.. I'm already forget bout' her already.. why this kind of feeling.... why not other than that... I'm throned up, confused...the process i went thru to forget her is misery for me... misery enough to forget to sleep, drink, and even my long lost secondary class mate.forgetting her is hectic, forgetting the memories that i have with her, is even worst. till now, my heavy eyes also still in wide open condition. since i broke up with her, my heart is really ' closed ' the door of love already. I'm not blaming for that, coz' I'm still consider study first and love relationship, let it be. but today, the door of love has re-open again.. for her.i don't want to me another victim for that. i don't want to flung my subject, my ambition and passion just for a girl.. although she is my dream girl... but i know that's is unworthy. love needs sacrifice... and i not willing to sacrifice anything just for girls, and even her, she also not willing to sacrifice for her boy friend also. i don't know, but I'm sure that coz i know her well, really well. she has a big vision, can be as big as mine, or bigger than mine...flashback movie trailer kept playing at my head now... insomnia is taking place at my mind.. maybe later i go to have some rest la.. just hoping that i won't be dreaming later.....I'm really confused, am i still like her or that is just a happy feel that she's are OK after long time didn't see her?
