sometimes.. just cant describe in words for what we're facing now

sometimes, i just cant afford to nag on you again

sometimes, im just restless to seeing these again

sometimes, i think probably you do still enjoys more with them compared to me

sometimes, you will just forget what i said and remember everything they said

sometimes... im just hard to put all these in words

what i can do now... theres only one

that is just being supportive

care lesser bout' you

less to know what you're doing

and dont ever nag on you no matter what

weather im disappointed on something, angry or just fucked up on things again

sometimes....

im just too tired to entertain this anymore

is it possible that they just vanish from my life?

i don't fucking think so..

even till now.

3 days of hardship...
3 days of rushing
and now its finally done...
well, it's not my stuffs by the way..
im helping her out on her coursework. =)

it's good to rely on someone just to let he/she knows that
you need someone to cared of.
and this is what we did for last 3 days. helping out each other
i have a strong believes on this principle
'you scratch my back, and i will do the same to you' =)

these 3 days of helping you to rushing your assignment
we made it very enjoyable
and im glad that im able to help you out..
but don't know why...
i got a feeling that im did it wrongly..
hahahah
hope it's not... >.< *cross finger

quick update before i head to bed

happy 2 1/2 year anniversary, to my dearest Esther Leong!!

wish our love still this firm and strong till...
well i have no idea till when..
but im hope that we do happy whenever we're together

i love you!!

it's May now..

and today we're had a small quarrel at afternoon
that makes me moody whole day during other half of the working hours..
well im glad within 2 hours we're ok
and im touched when you apologize to me
and you also accept the flaws that i can't changed till now..
that is always ngam you..

somehow i really hope that you understands my efforts to you
sometimes i just hate myself cos i always make you moody
cos of this weakness in myself

but im glad that i did endured till last minutes before i burst out..
compared last time, this is way much better in managing this
hope that i will be better and better in handling this matter!

in a relationship
relying on each other is a way to express yourself
to the person that you cared most.
by that, your partner knows how to treat you better
and you also can treat your partner even better than you used to be =)

today the office was so quiet since she left.
all the best in your new work place, and we will always miss your presence