time flies, and now is already at the middle of July..

many things happened in this very month..
most recent ones is our forst ever class trip, where i experienced~

- first time in flight
- first time tasting bak kut teh outside of Klang.. it was superb by the way~~ xD
- first time watching sunset from East Malaysia. 1 word to describe. stunning
- first time to see a fatso transsexual did the most annoying moan at the middle of night
- first time to interact with a Korean that can speak dang good Mandarin
- first time eaten very good seafood at the cheapest price i ever paid for it. RM 70
- first time drinking with my classmates

on top most all, this is the first time i feel that we had a wonderful time together
thanks to Wilson, Juf, Alia, Lisa, Rahim and Dan, for this wonderful trip.
cheers guys!!!

sometimes.. just cant describe in words for what we're facing now

sometimes, i just cant afford to nag on you again

sometimes, im just restless to seeing these again

sometimes, i think probably you do still enjoys more with them compared to me

sometimes, you will just forget what i said and remember everything they said

sometimes... im just hard to put all these in words

what i can do now... theres only one

that is just being supportive

care lesser bout' you

less to know what you're doing

and dont ever nag on you no matter what

weather im disappointed on something, angry or just fucked up on things again

sometimes....

im just too tired to entertain this anymore

is it possible that they just vanish from my life?

i don't fucking think so..

even till now.

3 days of hardship...
3 days of rushing
and now its finally done...
well, it's not my stuffs by the way..
im helping her out on her coursework. =)

it's good to rely on someone just to let he/she knows that
you need someone to cared of.
and this is what we did for last 3 days. helping out each other
i have a strong believes on this principle
'you scratch my back, and i will do the same to you' =)

these 3 days of helping you to rushing your assignment
we made it very enjoyable
and im glad that im able to help you out..
but don't know why...
i got a feeling that im did it wrongly..
hahahah
hope it's not... >.< *cross finger

quick update before i head to bed

happy 2 1/2 year anniversary, to my dearest Esther Leong!!

wish our love still this firm and strong till...
well i have no idea till when..
but im hope that we do happy whenever we're together

i love you!!

it's May now..

and today we're had a small quarrel at afternoon
that makes me moody whole day during other half of the working hours..
well im glad within 2 hours we're ok
and im touched when you apologize to me
and you also accept the flaws that i can't changed till now..
that is always ngam you..

somehow i really hope that you understands my efforts to you
sometimes i just hate myself cos i always make you moody
cos of this weakness in myself

but im glad that i did endured till last minutes before i burst out..
compared last time, this is way much better in managing this
hope that i will be better and better in handling this matter!

in a relationship
relying on each other is a way to express yourself
to the person that you cared most.
by that, your partner knows how to treat you better
and you also can treat your partner even better than you used to be =)

today the office was so quiet since she left.
all the best in your new work place, and we will always miss your presence

i made her disappointed

i made her mad

i made her done that

and now i feel that we're at the brink of breaking up

really wei loong

can't you see she's really taking care of your asses??

can't you see she's really cares for you

and most all, is you that made all these happens at all time

really... sometimes i don't know where i can improve

seems that how i done also can't satisfy her

not because she asking for more

is i who just keep repeating everything and many things all over and over again

i don't wish to end this

and i really clueless on what i should do now..

forgive me

thats the only thing i can say of now

its been awhile...

well dang right, its been awhile, since i wrote here...

many things happened..
like im now 5 more months towards graduations
after my final project
had a great celebration of new year, my birthday with my loved ones
and of course, found out that she has a blog too! =)

but what's memorable in these recent 3 months
is that the conflict between us are lesser
in fact are getting better and better
to date, we just had those quarrels that im being too pressurized towards her

well dear, im promise i will do better and better!!! >.<
although is hard... i admit, is dang hard to change
cos is inside me already =)

other than that, we both, well i think she does too
really enjoys the efforts that shows towards each other!

dear
hope that you can end your dilemma soon!!
im always here for you if you need someone to talk with =)
i love you!!!