i made her disappointed

i made her mad

i made her done that

and now i feel that we're at the brink of breaking up

really wei loong

can't you see she's really taking care of your asses??

can't you see she's really cares for you

and most all, is you that made all these happens at all time

really... sometimes i don't know where i can improve

seems that how i done also can't satisfy her

not because she asking for more

is i who just keep repeating everything and many things all over and over again

i don't wish to end this

and i really clueless on what i should do now..

forgive me

thats the only thing i can say of now

its been awhile...

well dang right, its been awhile, since i wrote here...

many things happened..
like im now 5 more months towards graduations
after my final project
had a great celebration of new year, my birthday with my loved ones
and of course, found out that she has a blog too! =)

but what's memorable in these recent 3 months
is that the conflict between us are lesser
in fact are getting better and better
to date, we just had those quarrels that im being too pressurized towards her

well dear, im promise i will do better and better!!! >.<
although is hard... i admit, is dang hard to change
cos is inside me already =)

other than that, we both, well i think she does too
really enjoys the efforts that shows towards each other!

dear
hope that you can end your dilemma soon!!
im always here for you if you need someone to talk with =)
i love you!!!