sacrificing are something that everyone will do
well.. it really depends on conditions though, for specific individuals.

sometimes sacrificing to someone eg friends, families, close related relatives, girlfriend/boyfriend are really good actually

but how about too much sacrificial efforts have been made to someone?
hmm..

starting new semester soon in 5 more days! woohoo!

hello again~ after near 3 months away from my blog here

well..

finals are done
and everyone did a great job from their works
celebration from architecture workshop has passed 2 weeks to date
holiday has gone half way
while i feel that im currently the most unproductive human is this world

in this upcoming 2 weeks
redang trip
tuning back my body to the more extreme state xD
movies, movies and MOVIES
meditations, and not least,
inception about my library project

really have to get my mental to endures endless pressures..
pressures from works, lecturers, colleagues
all these, still, not as important as HER....

probably im not as tough as i thought though
the thought of 'i can endure/being patient for everything' seems is loosing its grips by time to time
many things that i done seems not really works
many things that i think can only be remain as a dream
well at least the things i say still counts inside her thought

well get it over it man!
like she says always, i seems to think too much sometimes

well for that sometimes, i don't really thought that i did really think too much
expressions says it all

hmm..
i shall really get this over

boohoo!! a month plus didnt update my blog already

well..
many things happens in this one month plus period.

lets list it down.

- Cenderuh, Perak @ 03/05- 06/05
one word to describe. superb!
having alot of fun with the lecturers and friends
better than i expected.
camping 1 day at a stranded island, great
BBQ sessions at night, wonderful hehe

- final project
all are on time although got some delays
glad that everyone can make it..
hitting June soon
time are lil running out now
just can wish that all the best for all of us!

the recent ones, melaka trip
just back from there this morning 2am
well overall not bad
having good hang out sessions with dear's friends
A Farmosa is great
nyonya food was gorgeous
Portuguese style seafood, marvelous!


upcoming trip,
architecture workshop at Bangi
going off there in 2 weeks time


fuhh..
finals are 1 month apart from the schedule..
hopefully that everything runs well..

end

the happiest things now that happens to me:
listening to Muse's songs at this current moment
and also listened 2 Muse's songs in radio broadcast in the Friday morning

mixed feelings again....

well i really have no idea when or how it occurs
but it seems that it just happen.. naturally
and i didn't know what's the reason for all this happen

probably she too busy with her friends after the trip
or probably she got things that way important than me to neglect me

think bout it.
there's NONE of the items above that gave me my mood swing
after all, there's hangover periods after trips..

then left out 1 item already.
probably im jealous. xD
well i didn't push away this possibilities that i do jealous
but it seems that there's something missing at the puzzle.

is not just bout this item alone
this recently we're having a lot of conflict
but the most recent ones are:

- she not as talkative as last time anymore
- complains too much (call me to cut down eating, give her more privacy times etc)
and.... yea that's all i think.
and yet, it keeps me think that she more happier with her friends

oh well,
when you wanna throw this mixed feelings away, wei loong
of course i wanna throw this away..

i know what....
all this items above gives me the feel of insecure.
(just get this correct feel while writing this out)


well its time to change, wei loong

i have no idea why today im full of rage and anger
till hurts somebody's feelings...

many sorry doesn't cure your sadness in heart
the only i can do is to change myself.

what's love means to you?


*feel free to chip in, drop by and voice out your opinions, own definitions etc :)


well finals are here
and today my classmates and i has walked in the KL city in a staggering record.
total of +- 5.4 KM :)

fuhh..
what a tiring day.
till then..

ever wondered since when i become selfish... hmm







back to story...
i PASSED to my final years, and that means
same class with alia, lisa, daniel, iqbal, wilson, and hopefully jufri will join the club ^^
well scores are not as my expectations..
but well..
i deserves that... hehe



at workplace..

contract with P1 will ends in... near 5 days more..
cos we just cant bear with their attitude...
and the first thing that my PM wanna do when the project ends is...

" ... i wanna take out this fucking stickers..
what a disgrace.. "

well i do fucking agreed with him though.. ^^

and starting Feb 1st, i will be helping my cousin to run his roving team
i mean in P1 roving team.. huhu
well i do hope that i wont bring any bad luck to him that happens at this recent weeks..




new year was.... soooo long ago..
but still.. we celebrate it with a blast ^^
same as Christmas.
Chinese new year are coming soon in just less than 3 weeks time..
cant wait for it though ^^



back to the first topic..
being selfish aren't healthy..
but can i have this 1 chance to be selfish to you?
seriously i really not happy at all when you says that
and i know that my thoughts wont change anything from you
so....


i respect your decisions..
just go ahead for those things that you think is right to do.
i will support you dear!
by becoming 你背后的男人 ^^

well compact post it seems..
gonna sleep in empty stomach then
losing my appetite to eat recently..
huhu..

update

sekarang nie aku malas giler nak update!!

but i promise you guys that i will update my blog ASAP!!

cheers!