ever wondering myself doing extraordinary things
but ended up.. shocked my lecturer off his chair.. haha!!

well.. i admit i done a oversize design..
but i didn't expect that.. too over sized
then finally lecturer comment here and there
and he finally changed my floor plan
preventing me from develop from the current floor plan.
well... there's 3 weeks more then..
decided to follow my layout, with my changed floor plan
hopefully can get it done asap.....

being with her for 1 year and 10 days
i feel that our relationship kinda.... changed upside down
i never felt before ever this kind of changing situations..
well i feel very happy for this changes that made by us
sometimes we do still busy here and there
but still we're able to cope the changes
and myself are more acceptable with her current status

dear's ♥ sports day has finished at this recent Friday
happy for her that her busy-ness finally come to the end
now whats left is her exams..
wish her all the best then!! ♥


while doing my material research
i decided to using back the previous material research fom my year 2 Commercial Designing
that is















from up to down: cork oak and LiTraCon™

well i really cross finger and hope that the research that i done will be OK....

starting admiring you
means somehow you caught my attention to you
and start from there
i admiring and observing your beauty, behavior and my feelings towards you
and ended up, you make me cant get my eyes off of you
eventually, i started to fall in love to you
and i propose to you, 3 times
eventually you accepted me as another half of you
days already passed 365 ++ days
and we celebrate our anniversary in a most random way
that is both of us are busy on that day

although we're can't be able to celebrate our anniversary
deep down in me
i feel that we're already do celebrate our first year
by giving a simple hug to each other
not much
but it makes me feel that we're always gonna be there for each other
and i do hope that we both can be more understanding to each other! ^^

I ♥ U

most random quotes by - wei loong -

mk: aunt (ky's mum), you guys didn't organize any meet ups lately??
mk: i misses all those family gathering that we had last time
ky: ya ya!! lets have it someday then
wl: wah.. good la you guys..
ky: you can come and join us along
wl: wait mk become mrs ng only i go
aunt: so.... you guys planned when you guys get married already?!
wl: NO LA AUNT! where got so fast!


wow.. didn't know that my so- called sarcastic joke
has become a serious matter in dear's family.. ==

huhu...
another update after 2 3 weeks apart..

assignment....
well can i say i progress well?? hehe
so far i really satisfied on my progress in design
and continuing to being ahead from my schedule.

relationship...
5 more days would be our 1 year anniversary
looking forward on it at the same time worried
paycheck haven't out makes my origin plan spoil big time
well thinking of alternative plan now
really hope that she will love the plans that i do for her

this recently
i realize that i being immature in some points.
is this the symptoms of being old day by day?
or the real inner part of me are showing off?
being too sensitive at all time, naive thoughts lurking around me
and not being generous enough for accept some facts that is totally unavoidable
is this my problems?

i really wanna know it why



sometimes i think that
i shall not being selfish

well ended up..
that's another way round

is it my problem of not sorting out with you
or you didn't even realize it that i really care?
sometimes i really wanna tell you some things bout you
but self assumptions tells me that you will counter-attack it back
and making my advices, wishes, hopes and dreams vanish with a word from you
and making myself pointless to voice it out to you
because it will be happening back
not now, in future
probably month later, week later, days even hours or minutes or seconds after that
being with me and the next minute busy with your things
toleration is the only thing i can give you now
i really clueless on what should i do now
giving you more private times means lesser time to meet each other
probably days, even weeks or months after that
only we can meet up once
i know that this doesn't work at all as will ruin our relationship
to a different levels, that is tendency to break up
committing time for you are the only way
matter now is you're not committing your times for me too
sorry to say that.. but yea...
whenever i voice that out, you will tend to say... please be understanding to your situations
then how about me then??
when you really making efforts
i already know that your efforts are fruitless
because you have a lists of 'to-do-list' in your mind
house works, assignments, wanna have your own private time without the presence of me


well
its already to the extend of
whatever shit i type at here and words that i say to you are literary...
pointless

at the same time..
i really love you
i willing to sacrifice my time just to be with you
and your reply is to have me to accompany you to do your works/assignments
i don't really mind as i can do my stuff along with you
but what i want from you are attentions from you!
im sacrificing my time for you
i really wanted that you do really block your time to just spend with me
the only way i cool down and distract to think bout this matter is by smoking and get myself being busy
and i know..
this 2 ways aren't going to work effectively
telling you would be pointless as it will back to normal soon
keeping the problems to myself you will think that i don't tell you anything on what's happening in my head
the only way to get my mind out of this matter
is to be with you, accompany by you and do stuffs that we both enjoy doing it
other than that, when my mood swing comes
i will evolve to some other feller already

i regret for following you to Genting today
as from what i see is you wanna have private times with your friends
not with me
and my presence seems being a burdens for you
as you need to care bout me and your friends



well dear
when you really sees this
i really don't know what is happening in between both of us already
well if you do read it tomorrow, or some other days
i just wanna tell you that
I LOVE YOU!
regardless of what you have done to me
your selfishness, ego, bad time management till you have to isolate me and being bold with your decision of you wanna have more time to do your own stuffs or whatever is in your mind at the moment when you read this
im really don't care it anymore then..

being with you even a while even a minute are already enough to make myself happy already
regardless of your decision in future regarding you need more time and etc
i will not object it and i will accept it with no obligations
i promise you!