well i wanna dedicate this post to one of my best friend, sebrina

have a long chat with her and she awakes me with some points.
well sometimes i really glad that friends are all around me whenever i got a issue/ problems

back to her...
its always not enjoyable now because im not myself when i facing her
well seb reminds me of something
i still do have strong chemistry to her
matter now is that when i with her
its no longer myself anymore
because of her words
that i think she probably forgotten what she told me before

well i hope that i can recover fast
just like seb says
let her be in 1 week
let her have her time
and see how it goes...

well i do really hope that she didn't read this post
because i confirm that she will cry after finish reading


well if YOU do read my post here
i just wanna say IM TOTALLY OK!
so don't worried bout me so much then affect your studies
that i think you won't have time to care bout me..

damn! why i always giving myself a negative thoughts when come to this matter?!


be strong wei loong!
get yourself busy with works and studies
probably you will feel better like this
or probably the other way round then...

updatesss..

it's been awhile....

currently are busy with my works and also my college
so seldom have the time to update my blog.

day 339,
recently we both having a quarrel sessions
that from what i think is my problems
and at the same time i feel that is her problem also.
matter now is that i tell her its not her problem
for the sake of making her less worries in her head.

BUT I REALLY WANNA TELL HER THIS!
sometimes is really her problem!!

well i take this obstacles in our relationships
as one of our challenge quest that have to solve it fast.

work has been fine sailing throughout the weeks.
being promoted seems like it doesn't really fancy though
i prefer to go back to the previous time
no worries and best of all, the pay is 3K
rather than now is sometimes not more than 1.8K

in college,
it's getting like ride in a roller coasters
submissions and presentations are in near every week basis
pressures from lecturers and also from Engineering Maths.

now currently

• wanna make sure every things are run smoothly throughout the whole

• wanna repair our relationships from becoming worsen

• wanna have inspirations from Frank Lloyd Wright.

well as not least, vacations!!!