30th of December now...
and another 1 day and 22 hours 30 min to hit Jan 1st
time flies like...... i also dont know how to describe it

test is over,
assessment is history now,
and now holiday time!!!
well doesn't seems like holiday anyway
more like a therapy moments for me
always walk around,
window shopping,
drive here and there...
treat it as a good exercise anyway
although can be very tiring sometimes

later at noon off to Singapore...
suddenly feel like.... done want to go already
same as my cousin sister
ahaha!!
i prefer to staying somewhere i familiar with
rather a plain new place to me,
although i went to Singapore once before

to all readers, early new year wish from me!!! ^^
well i hope that this Singapore trip can be all on my own!! ><

PS: why HAARP doesn't have Micro Cuts!!!
and they actually have it at Youtube!!! ><

and dear....
will miss u A LOT!!!
take care everyone...
especially Amanda
^^
peace to the world and OUT!!

im officially addicted... to MUSE's

micro cuts,
soldier's poem,
apocalypse please,
Stockholm syndrome,
starlight,
plug in baby,
butterflies and hurricanes,
....................

ignore me, or someone slap me awake!!!


week 4 listen to MUSE songs already
and im cant live without it!!
haha!!

been busy this lately...
and seldom to update this blog already..

assessment went well...
no obstruction...
and that's really something good.
and im officially on holiday

something fun between me and mk
is that we actually told each other
the christmas present that should buy to each other
and.....

we both brought the present that we mention to each other..
and our present is...
HAARP for me
Jay Chow World Tour DVD+ CD to her

and we ate shabu shabu at somewhere..
buffet dinner that can eat till you drop
pretty enjoying for christmas
since this is my first time celebrate christmas with her ^^

going Singapore again this year end
suddenly don't feel like going already
don't know why and don't ask me
hahah!!!

time do flies...
faster than speed of light
although always thought that day got 24 hours
and night got 48 hours!! hahah!!

finally...
break that barrier of
i-must-sleep-at-1am-everyday!!

this morning..
went to bed at 0430
and still not feeling sleepy though ^^

this is the list of things that keeps me awake!! haha
- Muse's songs from their 5 albums
- cigarette ( well i just took 2 ) ^^

and also.. the main actor!!
KOPI AIS!!! hahaha!!

can't believe that this thing actually keeps me awake huh
probably the content of caffeine is different from the Nescafe
hehe

well Christmas here soon
same as assessment
well wish all my classmates all the best

and i want this for my Christmas
can i???


HAARP album, consist of MUSE's live performance in Wembley stadium at last year.
watched at Youtube already!! 1 word to describe. SUPERB!!

initiate zombie mode.
ROAR!!!

i think im the only one that haven't initiate that mode ^^
well better start fast!! woohoo!!
and i can feel the heat already!! ^^

PS: i love someone named Esther Leong MK, joy Chuan XL and also..
Matthew Bellamy, Dom Howard and Chris Wolstenholme of MUSE
and also my friends,families and extended family members ^^
and loving every moments with them ^^

D-Day +27

well its not the D-Day stated at World War 2
its just reminds me of my favorite PC game at all time
Company of Heroes.

shocked and happy
that's my feelings now
we been together for a month already
time flies very fast though
till we're not realize its already pass so fast.
those memories still fresh in our minds though ^^

assessments calls for the last 2 week.
to be exact is 10 more days to go..
excluding Friday

feeling the heat already
since i dragged my working drawing for like...
2 weeks already?? haha
no mood on drawings already, now head to modeling sessions already
and then my presentation boards already.. total of 3 A0
woohoo!!

well wish me luck then..
*although i dont believe so much in luck
wish me all the best...
and...
wish me survived at the bombardment sessions in Friday's assessment
and be able to go MOS for celebration!! woohoo!!

and last of all

I LOVE YOU!!!

after yesterday's incident
i think... LAH
both of us really desperate for each other.
and both of us missing each other A LOT!!
haha!!!

that's what i feel. ^^

and dear,
happy 28th day anniversary ^^

15 things

someone named KimBlee FORCED me to do this.. T.T

The Rules: Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things / habits / little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits / things / little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. :p

well.. here it goes!!


1. i used to play bass with thumb when i started to play for the last... 3 weeks or so because i just learned at that time ^^

2. something gross. back to my childhood times, i bite toe nails and finger nail. sadly, i cant stop biting my fingernails till now. no worries, i stop biting toe nails when im was around 10 years old.

3. I cant whistle although im tried so hard for it

4. i like to sit bus back back when im young coz the bus drivers at my kampung are all rempits aka drive very fast and cornering like they doing drifting

5. i remember images better than names.

6. back then when im small, i like to chase chickens as my childhood game. till that 1 point i accidentally killed a baby chicken when i using a fish net to catch them. and im the first to be questioned when my grandma do headcount and 1 baby chicken is missing. after that day, i stopped this so-called my favorite childhood game

7. 2nd gross fact about me. according to my mum back when i was around 4 or 5 years old, after i 'done' my business, i nearly take my own poop and put inside my mouth!! haha

8. back when i was standard 4 to 6, i and my classmates like to play this so-called Tamaguchi named Digimon.. *something something. to avoid been confiscate by the prefects, we hide that 3" x 1 1/2" so called Tamaguchi at our... *thing [ go figure!! ]

9.im look 95% Malay. from my skin tone till my bahasa Malaysia's speaking. at college, i been given the title of Dewan Bahasa dan Pustaka by my friends for unusual word usages.

10. i can eat the same old food or dishes... for WHOLE MONTH and i wont get bored of it!! haha

11. i love rock music since last 2 years and the first band i listen to is MUSE.
for the past years, i only listen music through radios and seldom knows about English songs because last time im a big fan of Chinese's emo and love songs till last 3 years when my friend start to intro me english songs.

12. i started to get close with Malays when i started to join secondary school and also a uniform unit named KRS. and im the only non- Malay ( i think, since i left school for so long ) to have Coperal rank at my uniform sleeve. ^^

13. after enter college, i can sleep as short as 30 mins of nap to 10 hours of long sleeps. best record was 48 hours straight with 6 hours sleep in between.

14. a discovery of myself. i HARDLY get bored of reading/eat/listen, well not nagging of course, the same old thing, routines and ..anything!!! UNLESS.. doing working drawings!! darn ><"

15. lastly, i fell in love to someone that is my same primary and secondary school mate. after apart for like... 13 - 14 years.. and we both meet again and ended up we in a relationship now!! *u know who i mean.. for those people that i tell them before about this ^^

an additional ones
back when i was born, i was NEARLY DEAD!! yep!! u heard right. nearly dead experience when the second i was born out. according to my mum, when i born out that minute, i was not crying, like babies usually does. best part is, im not breathing as well!! till i breath fresh pure O2 to my lungs. i think. hahah!!

I shall tag:

- YOU! you know mine dirty little secret, and now its your turn to let me know what's ur dirty little secrets then. hehe

day 19 we been together
we watched Quarantine together

nice for me, bad for her..
haha..
shall give 8/10 for that movie

and when we off from the shopping mall
its already 2320
and at some point we thought of they switch off the supply power for lift
because it not going anywhere where we command to
some point i hope that we really trapped inside
and be with her ^^

today i shall say wrong choice of movie coz i she not so enjoy about it
and we have a great date for each other
after missing her for a week ^^

3 more weeks to embrace myself to face the horror of assessment
and i and my classmates can feel the pressure around us already
scary nor confident
that's what i feel now
just afraid on that day cant deliver my message well
like i always do at my assessment

now i realize something
sometimes we cant make it on our own
need some motivation
need some...
as my lecturer says...
other source of 'motivation'
that is girls!! ahaha!!

- over and out from the blogger -

got tagged from someone unexpected

- Yumi-san.....
hehe



well here it goes then!!


A-Z

A. Attached or single? erm.. attached to someone.. named MK ^^
B. Best friend? erm.. quite a numbers..
C. Cake or pie? cakes of course
D. Day of choice? Tuesday. reminds me of *something* ^^
E. Essential item? my desktop of course. my life ^^
F. Favorite color? green
G. Gummy bears or worms? none.. hehe
H. Hometown? Seremban, Negeri Sembilan
I. Favorite indulgence? chocolate banana from Secret Recipe
J. January or July? January
K. Kids? 2. 1 male and female
L. Life isn't complete without? peace, love... and Internet!! hehe
M. Marriage date? wait me till i hit 40 then i tell you all ^^
N. Number of magazine subscriptions? none and i hate mags
O. Oranges or apples? both
P. Phobias? hmm... not so sure because i got a lot of it.. hehe
Q. Quotes? don't care la.. just DO IT!!
R. Reasons to smile? smile with reason? thats not a sincere smile already.. hehe
S. Season of choice? spring and fall
T. Tag 10 people. kim, yol, Daniel, Nicole, amanda, zhiyi, maza, nana... and no ideas already ^^
U. Unknown fact about me? double personality
V. Vegetable? any veggie will do i think
W. Worst habit? bite nails when nervous
X. X-ray or ultrasound? x-ray
Y. Your favorite foods? anything that can put in mouth ^^
Z. Zodiac sign? Aries


another one...

He/she have to come up with 7 interesting or random facts about them self and then tag 7 other people to do the same.

1. double personality as my blog name
2. straight forward person.. although my friends don't think that i am
3. like to eat.. or shall i say i can't stop eating 24/7
4. love to bite nails
5. a bassist wannabee
6. be able to change gear from gear 1 to gear 4 under 10 second while driving
7. in love with someone ^^


TAGged friends - ditto as above victims ^^