about me and another me.

2012-01-07T01:07:00.003+08:00

suddenly feel like writing one after all these while

you might not see this post, as MIGHT NOT still has the possibilities to saw it.

when you saw this, we MIGHT still together, but i have a high possibilities that we probably end our relationship already.

well whatever it is, im just wanna say:

all these while, with you around my side

is the happiest moments that i experienced ever

thanks for giving me a chance to love you

and by having you, only i knew that i can sacrifice so many things for people

you raised up all my senses of treating everyone equally

and most all, treating you better than everybody

with this, only i know...

last time i was always alone

doing things all by myself

but with you

you are the source of my will

accompany by my side to give me strength, power and determinations

these years with you around my life

i learned alot

i don't know how long more we can sustain now as now things changed drastically

i just wanna say:

thanks for your presence in my life

and i hope that we will be better in future

if we do beak up in the end

i hope that you will find someone that is even better than me

you deserves this privilege

and sorry for not being the best that you want me to be

2011-07-15T20:54:00.003+08:00

time flies, and now is already at the middle of July..

many things happened in this very month..
most recent ones is our forst ever class trip, where i experienced~

- first time in flight
- first time tasting bak kut teh outside of Klang.. it was superb by the way~~ xD
- first time watching sunset from East Malaysia. 1 word to describe. stunning
- first time to see a fatso transsexual did the most annoying moan at the middle of night
- first time to interact with a Korean that can speak dang good Mandarin
- first time eaten very good seafood at the cheapest price i ever paid for it. RM 70
- first time drinking with my classmates

on top most all, this is the first time i feel that we had a wonderful time together
thanks to Wilson, Juf, Alia, Lisa, Rahim and Dan, for this wonderful trip.
cheers guys!!!

2011-05-16T20:30:00.002+08:00

sometimes.. just cant describe in words for what we're facing now

sometimes, i just cant afford to nag on you again

sometimes, im just restless to seeing these again

sometimes, i think probably you do still enjoys more with them compared to me

sometimes, you will just forget what i said and remember everything they said

sometimes... im just hard to put all these in words

what i can do now... theres only one

that is just being supportive

care lesser bout' you

less to know what you're doing

and dont ever nag on you no matter what

weather im disappointed on something, angry or just fucked up on things again

sometimes....

im just too tired to entertain this anymore

is it possible that they just vanish from my life?

i don't fucking think so..

even till now.

2011-05-16T01:49:00.002+08:00

3 days of hardship...
3 days of rushing
and now its finally done...
well, it's not my stuffs by the way..
im helping her out on her coursework. =)

it's good to rely on someone just to let he/she knows that
you need someone to cared of.
and this is what we did for last 3 days. helping out each other
i have a strong believes on this principle
'you scratch my back, and i will do the same to you' =)

these 3 days of helping you to rushing your assignment
we made it very enjoyable
and im glad that im able to help you out..
but don't know why...
i got a feeling that im did it wrongly..
hahahah
hope it's not... >.< *cross finger

2011-05-12T01:13:00.000+08:00

quick update before i head to bed

happy 2 1/2 year anniversary, to my dearest Esther Leong!!

wish our love still this firm and strong till...
well i have no idea till when..
but im hope that we do happy whenever we're together

i love you!!

2011-05-06T21:04:00.002+08:00

it's May now..

and today we're had a small quarrel at afternoon
that makes me moody whole day during other half of the working hours..
well im glad within 2 hours we're ok
and im touched when you apologize to me
and you also accept the flaws that i can't changed till now..
that is always ngam you..

somehow i really hope that you understands my efforts to you
sometimes i just hate myself cos i always make you moody
cos of this weakness in myself

but im glad that i did endured till last minutes before i burst out..
compared last time, this is way much better in managing this
hope that i will be better and better in handling this matter!

in a relationship
relying on each other is a way to express yourself
to the person that you cared most.
by that, your partner knows how to treat you better
and you also can treat your partner even better than you used to be =)

today the office was so quiet since she left.
all the best in your new work place, and we will always miss your presence

2011-04-27T00:42:00.003+08:00

i made her disappointed

i made her mad

i made her done that

and now i feel that we're at the brink of breaking up

really wei loong

can't you see she's really taking care of your asses??

can't you see she's really cares for you

and most all, is you that made all these happens at all time

really... sometimes i don't know where i can improve

seems that how i done also can't satisfy her

not because she asking for more

is i who just keep repeating everything and many things all over and over again

i don't wish to end this

and i really clueless on what i should do now..

forgive me

thats the only thing i can say of now

its been awhile...

2011-04-24T20:02:00.002+08:00

well dang right, its been awhile, since i wrote here...

many things happened..
like im now 5 more months towards graduations
after my final project
had a great celebration of new year, my birthday with my loved ones
and of course, found out that she has a blog too! =)

but what's memorable in these recent 3 months
is that the conflict between us are lesser
in fact are getting better and better
to date, we just had those quarrels that im being too pressurized towards her

well dear, im promise i will do better and better!!! >.<
although is hard... i admit, is dang hard to change
cos is inside me already =)

other than that, we both, well i think she does too
really enjoys the efforts that shows towards each other!

dear
hope that you can end your dilemma soon!!
im always here for you if you need someone to talk with =)
i love you!!!

2010-08-10T22:20:00.002+08:00

sacrificing are something that everyone will do
well.. it really depends on conditions though, for specific individuals.

sometimes sacrificing to someone eg friends, families, close related relatives, girlfriend/boyfriend are really good actually

but how about too much sacrificial efforts have been made to someone?
hmm..

starting new semester soon in 5 more days! woohoo!

2010-07-31T19:35:00.002+08:00

hello again~ after near 3 months away from my blog here

well..

finals are done
and everyone did a great job from their works
celebration from architecture workshop has passed 2 weeks to date
holiday has gone half way
while i feel that im currently the most unproductive human is this world

in this upcoming 2 weeks
redang trip
tuning back my body to the more extreme state xD
movies, movies and MOVIES
meditations, and not least,
inception about my library project

really have to get my mental to endures endless pressures..
pressures from works, lecturers, colleagues
all these, still, not as important as HER....

probably im not as tough as i thought though
the thought of 'i can endure/being patient for everything' seems is loosing its grips by time to time
many things that i done seems not really works
many things that i think can only be remain as a dream
well at least the things i say still counts inside her thought

well get it over it man!
like she says always, i seems to think too much sometimes

well for that sometimes, i don't really thought that i did really think too much
expressions says it all

hmm..
i shall really get this over

2010-05-30T11:26:00.002+08:00

boohoo!! a month plus didnt update my blog already

well..
many things happens in this one month plus period.

lets list it down.

- Cenderuh, Perak @ 03/05- 06/05
one word to describe. superb!
having alot of fun with the lecturers and friends
better than i expected.
camping 1 day at a stranded island, great
BBQ sessions at night, wonderful hehe

- final project
all are on time although got some delays
glad that everyone can make it..
hitting June soon
time are lil running out now
just can wish that all the best for all of us!

the recent ones, melaka trip
just back from there this morning 2am
well overall not bad
having good hang out sessions with dear's friends
A Farmosa is great
nyonya food was gorgeous
Portuguese style seafood, marvelous!

upcoming trip,
architecture workshop at Bangi
going off there in 2 weeks time

fuhh..
finals are 1 month apart from the schedule..
hopefully that everything runs well..

end

the happiest things now that happens to me:
listening to Muse's songs at this current moment
and also listened 2 Muse's songs in radio broadcast in the Friday morning

2010-04-24T21:21:00.002+08:00

mixed feelings again....

well i really have no idea when or how it occurs
but it seems that it just happen.. naturally
and i didn't know what's the reason for all this happen

probably she too busy with her friends after the trip
or probably she got things that way important than me to neglect me

think bout it.
there's NONE of the items above that gave me my mood swing
after all, there's hangover periods after trips..

then left out 1 item already.
probably im jealous. xD
well i didn't push away this possibilities that i do jealous
but it seems that there's something missing at the puzzle.

is not just bout this item alone
this recently we're having a lot of conflict
but the most recent ones are:

- she not as talkative as last time anymore
- complains too much (call me to cut down eating, give her more privacy times etc)
and.... yea that's all i think.
and yet, it keeps me think that she more happier with her friends

oh well,
when you wanna throw this mixed feelings away, wei loong
of course i wanna throw this away..

i know what....
all this items above gives me the feel of insecure.
(just get this correct feel while writing this out)

well its time to change, wei loong

i have no idea why today im full of rage and anger
till hurts somebody's feelings...

many sorry doesn't cure your sadness in heart
the only i can do is to change myself.

2010-03-17T22:29:00.002+08:00

what's love means to you?

*feel free to chip in, drop by and voice out your opinions, own definitions etc :)

well finals are here
and today my classmates and i has walked in the KL city in a staggering record.
total of +- 5.4 KM :)

fuhh..
what a tiring day.
till then..

2010-01-26T00:21:00.003+08:00

ever wondered since when i become selfish... hmm

back to story...
i PASSED to my final years, and that means
same class with alia, lisa, daniel, iqbal, wilson, and hopefully jufri will join the club ^^
well scores are not as my expectations..
but well..
i deserves that... hehe

at workplace..

contract with P1 will ends in... near 5 days more..
cos we just cant bear with their attitude...
and the first thing that my PM wanna do when the project ends is...

" ... i wanna take out this fucking stickers..
what a disgrace.. "

well i do fucking agreed with him though.. ^^

and starting Feb 1st, i will be helping my cousin to run his roving team
i mean in P1 roving team.. huhu
well i do hope that i wont bring any bad luck to him that happens at this recent weeks..

new year was.... soooo long ago..
but still.. we celebrate it with a blast ^^
same as Christmas.
Chinese new year are coming soon in just less than 3 weeks time..
cant wait for it though ^^

back to the first topic..
being selfish aren't healthy..
but can i have this 1 chance to be selfish to you?
seriously i really not happy at all when you says that
and i know that my thoughts wont change anything from you
so....

i respect your decisions..
just go ahead for those things that you think is right to do.
i will support you dear!
by becoming 你背后的男人 ^^

well compact post it seems..
gonna sleep in empty stomach then
losing my appetite to eat recently..
huhu..

update

2010-01-05T22:25:00.001+08:00

sekarang nie aku malas giler nak update!!

but i promise you guys that i will update my blog ASAP!!

cheers!

2009-11-22T00:52:00.004+08:00

ever wondering myself doing extraordinary things
but ended up.. shocked my lecturer off his chair.. haha!!

well.. i admit i done a oversize design..
but i didn't expect that.. too over sized
then finally lecturer comment here and there
and he finally changed my floor plan
preventing me from develop from the current floor plan.
well... there's 3 weeks more then..
decided to follow my layout, with my changed floor plan
hopefully can get it done asap.....

being with her for 1 year and 10 days
i feel that our relationship kinda.... changed upside down
i never felt before ever this kind of changing situations..
well i feel very happy for this changes that made by us
sometimes we do still busy here and there
but still we're able to cope the changes
and myself are more acceptable with her current status

dear's ♥ sports day has finished at this recent Friday
happy for her that her busy-ness finally come to the end
now whats left is her exams..
wish her all the best then!! ♥

while doing my material research
i decided to using back the previous material research fom my year 2 Commercial Designing
that is

from up to down: cork oak and LiTraCon™

well i really cross finger and hope that the research that i done will be OK....

starting admiring you
means somehow you caught my attention to you
and start from there
i admiring and observing your beauty, behavior and my feelings towards you
and ended up, you make me cant get my eyes off of you
eventually, i started to fall in love to you
and i propose to you, 3 times
eventually you accepted me as another half of you
days already passed 365 ++ days
and we celebrate our anniversary in a most random way
that is both of us are busy on that day

although we're can't be able to celebrate our anniversary
deep down in me
i feel that we're already do celebrate our first year
by giving a simple hug to each other
not much
but it makes me feel that we're always gonna be there for each other
and i do hope that we both can be more understanding to each other! ^^

I ♥ U

most random quotes by - wei loong -

mk: aunt (ky's mum), you guys didn't organize any meet ups lately??
mk: i misses all those family gathering that we had last time
ky: ya ya!! lets have it someday then
wl: wah.. good la you guys..
ky: you can come and join us along
wl: wait mk become mrs ng only i go
aunt: so.... you guys planned when you guys get married already?!
wl: NO LA AUNT! where got so fast!

wow.. didn't know that my so- called sarcastic joke
has become a serious matter in dear's family.. ==

2009-11-06T23:52:00.009+08:00

huhu...
another update after 2 3 weeks apart..

assignment....
well can i say i progress well?? hehe
so far i really satisfied on my progress in design
and continuing to being ahead from my schedule.

relationship...
5 more days would be our 1 year anniversary
looking forward on it at the same time worried
paycheck haven't out makes my origin plan spoil big time
well thinking of alternative plan now
really hope that she will love the plans that i do for her

this recently
i realize that i being immature in some points.
is this the symptoms of being old day by day?
or the real inner part of me are showing off?
being too sensitive at all time, naive thoughts lurking around me
and not being generous enough for accept some facts that is totally unavoidable
is this my problems?

i really wanna know it why

sometimes i think that
i shall not being selfish

well ended up..
that's another way round

is it my problem of not sorting out with you
or you didn't even realize it that i really care?
sometimes i really wanna tell you some things bout you
but self assumptions tells me that you will counter-attack it back
and making my advices, wishes, hopes and dreams vanish with a word from you
and making myself pointless to voice it out to you
because it will be happening back
not now, in future
probably month later, week later, days even hours or minutes or seconds after that
being with me and the next minute busy with your things
toleration is the only thing i can give you now
i really clueless on what should i do now
giving you more private times means lesser time to meet each other
probably days, even weeks or months after that
only we can meet up once
i know that this doesn't work at all as will ruin our relationship
to a different levels, that is tendency to break up
committing time for you are the only way
matter now is you're not committing your times for me too
sorry to say that.. but yea...
whenever i voice that out, you will tend to say... please be understanding to your situations
then how about me then??
when you really making efforts
i already know that your efforts are fruitless
because you have a lists of 'to-do-list' in your mind
house works, assignments, wanna have your own private time without the presence of me

well
its already to the extend of
whatever shit i type at here and words that i say to you are literary...
pointless

at the same time..
i really love you
i willing to sacrifice my time just to be with you
and your reply is to have me to accompany you to do your works/assignments
i don't really mind as i can do my stuff along with you
but what i want from you are attentions from you!
im sacrificing my time for you
i really wanted that you do really block your time to just spend with me
the only way i cool down and distract to think bout this matter is by smoking and get myself being busy
and i know..
this 2 ways aren't going to work effectively
telling you would be pointless as it will back to normal soon
keeping the problems to myself you will think that i don't tell you anything on what's happening in my head
the only way to get my mind out of this matter
is to be with you, accompany by you and do stuffs that we both enjoy doing it
other than that, when my mood swing comes
i will evolve to some other feller already

i regret for following you to Genting today
as from what i see is you wanna have private times with your friends
not with me
and my presence seems being a burdens for you
as you need to care bout me and your friends

well dear
when you really sees this
i really don't know what is happening in between both of us already
well if you do read it tomorrow, or some other days
i just wanna tell you that
I LOVE YOU!
regardless of what you have done to me
your selfishness, ego, bad time management till you have to isolate me and being bold with your decision of you wanna have more time to do your own stuffs or whatever is in your mind at the moment when you read this
im really don't care it anymore then..

being with you even a while even a minute are already enough to make myself happy already
regardless of your decision in future regarding you need more time and etc
i will not object it and i will accept it with no obligations
i promise you!

2009-10-17T10:44:00.003+08:00

well i wanna dedicate this post to one of my best friend, sebrina

have a long chat with her and she awakes me with some points.
well sometimes i really glad that friends are all around me whenever i got a issue/ problems

back to her...
its always not enjoyable now because im not myself when i facing her
well seb reminds me of something
i still do have strong chemistry to her
matter now is that when i with her
its no longer myself anymore
because of her words
that i think she probably forgotten what she told me before

well i hope that i can recover fast
just like seb says
let her be in 1 week
let her have her time
and see how it goes...

well i do really hope that she didn't read this post
because i confirm that she will cry after finish reading

well if YOU do read my post here
i just wanna say IM TOTALLY OK!
so don't worried bout me so much then affect your studies
that i think you won't have time to care bout me..

damn! why i always giving myself a negative thoughts when come to this matter?!

be strong wei loong!
get yourself busy with works and studies
probably you will feel better like this
or probably the other way round then...

updatesss..

2009-10-16T00:43:00.002+08:00

it's been awhile....

currently are busy with my works and also my college
so seldom have the time to update my blog.

day 339,
recently we both having a quarrel sessions
that from what i think is my problems
and at the same time i feel that is her problem also.
matter now is that i tell her its not her problem
for the sake of making her less worries in her head.

BUT I REALLY WANNA TELL HER THIS!
sometimes is really her problem!!

well i take this obstacles in our relationships
as one of our challenge quest that have to solve it fast.

work has been fine sailing throughout the weeks.
being promoted seems like it doesn't really fancy though
i prefer to go back to the previous time
no worries and best of all, the pay is 3K
rather than now is sometimes not more than 1.8K

in college,
it's getting like ride in a roller coasters
submissions and presentations are in near every week basis
pressures from lecturers and also from Engineering Maths.

now currently

wanna make sure every things are run smoothly throughout the whole

wanna repair our relationships from becoming worsen

wanna have inspirations from Frank Lloyd Wright.

well as not least, vacations!!!

2009-07-23T02:48:00.003+08:00

well my dream came true!! ^^

craving to drive a Ford Ranger..
and now
i have it!!!

drive the Ranger for a week till this coming Sunday.
well although the car itself is not as stylish as Triton
in fact the Ranger itself are painted GREEN!!
coz last time my company use that car for roving Maxis
even the sticker stains are still there though

BUT..

the sound system of the Ranger damn nice!
complete sound system with microphone and also equalizers
wonder when can the Triton can equip a nice sound system to it..

well semester break starts
and im still busy working ^^
beer session was nice yesterday with my superior
and today's beer session meet someone that i unexpected at all, my cousin!
have a nice long chat with him and my superior

well im resigning soon from the job already
kinda missing those moments working with my colleagues,
that now become my friends

well happy summer break for all my college friends that view my blog
i know you guys has waited it for a long time

praying hard now
that she can go Genting with me!!
hahah!!!

currently addicted to:
Ford Ranger
Mitsubishi Triton
Ruled of Secrecy from MUSE
driving 4WD
makan
sleeps
and also not least, si dia ^^

aih gaduh with her pass few days
coz im too tired to wake up and cant be on time for her
hopefully she understands my stands now
although sometimes i feel that she kinda selfish... LAH
haha

but still
i love her!! ^^

long update!!

2009-06-24T02:09:00.003+08:00

phew..

is another it's-been-a-while blog.. haha!!

well im finally promoted.. as supervisor..
dead tired!! roar

love the time i spend with Triton
well.. is just another can't-explain-in-one-word-experience
haha!!

well time flies soooo fast
is already end of the semester
and taking the new post for like near 3 weeks already

i have a lot to talk about..
but not sure where to start first... haha!!
well just keep it till i know when is the time then

after near 4 months i working..
now i only realize..
my boss actually is a funny and easy going feller..
haha!!

the most pissing off part of my boss today...
he go watch premiere of Transformer 2 with his colleague and his girl friend
without
invite us!! argh!!

working life do teach me how to be a matured guy
from small bits till big shots stuffs

PS: assignemtns.. please dont hate me coz of i didn't 'touch' you all for a long period of time ^^

2009-05-15T11:15:00.002+08:00

for the first time in my life... so far

i won in..
quarreling with a auntie ^^
well it should be something to proud of
coz i NEVER WIN a fight with a female..
^^

well..
soon i gonna be promoted..
happy and stress keeps pouring down to my brains..
many things to accomplish
at the same time many things to worried about

sometimes i just don't understand what female thinks..
how i wish male have the ability to read minds of females
would it be wonderful ^^

missing those old days!!!
i want it back...
can aa??

loving Mitsubishi Triton now!!!
i wanna own it... someday..

2009-05-06T22:14:00.002+08:00

plainly bad mood now and wanna express out at here

at afternoon when on the way back to work i got summons from the police
what a darn lucky day to start my day off

working place are fun with 2 funny resellers
and also one of my colleague
after that when he went home

approximately around 7 plus my supervisor appear before my eyes
well apparently im having my 'break' hehe

one thing i was so shocked and f**king pissed of on
is she questioning my working ability
well i admit my wrongs
what i don't like is that she..
argh i don't know and i don't feel like saying it already..

well no one knows me well then my own self right??
so there's no point of i complaining here also.

met someone unusual today..
hohoho..
and she really pretty in heels..

and also met so many usual faces in the mall today

not in the mood for anything today..

2009-04-27T00:06:00.002+08:00

terrifying incident of a couple:

shout in the car.. while driving
quarrel in the car.. while driving

ultimate tactic~

cried in the car.. while driving
and~
emotion swings all around.. while driving

that's the reasons i hate girls driving
no offense
i just plainly doesn't like girl drives

that terrifying moments gave me a hint
what if....

i and her have that similar moments in our relationship
what i will do?
and how would i react?

last Friday we have a colleague outing
we drank beer and i get high
well its been awhile since last time i drank beer
i think i gonna organize more this kind of small outings
^^

started the new post in workplace
fun and tired at the same time

and i
missing her at this minute!!
><"

2009-04-22T00:24:00.002+08:00

damn...
another loooong updates ><"
busy working lately..

and today at working place
tried out new post, that is becoming a part roving team
and it means..
i have to start driving a Mitsubishi Triton....
starting.....
*date yet to be confirmed.. ^^

well next week already midterm test
and i haven't ready a bit bout it
huhu!!

yesterday celebrated our 160th day..
in a really really " special " way
^^

realized something..
not just me..
others feel the same ways as i do
well true facts can't lies in front of people's eyes

2009-04-09T00:09:00.002+08:00

later is the day..
i been assigned to hold a new role
to becoming a supervisor
for 3 days only lah...
hahah!!

filled with thrill and nervous
i accepted the job for 3 days because
of my supervisor went Medan for 3 days
n went there without informing me!!

college went well
same as workplace
and also in relationships

time flies so fast..
is already 4 weeks after college reopen
and 5 weeks since i start work

another 3 weeks or so is my midterm already
and tomorrow is already the 5th month we been together
and at mid May i probably promoted to be the supervisor...
although i don't fancy much bout the new post

a quote from me:
time flies, appreciate it!!

2009-03-30T23:06:00.002+08:00

for the first time in my life
in front of the mirror after i bath
when i shaving in front of the mirror
i saw something unusual

unusually seen by my own eyes
black pouch under my eyes!!!!!
im officially have panda eyes!? @.@

then i wonder...
am i getting fairer?
or my eye pouch are more obvious comparing last times?

come to think of it..
last time i slept near 5am and wake up at 8am
at least 3 times a week
and still i didn't have that effect of black pouch eyes

but now....

damn..
have to take care of myself better..

well been busy working lately and seldom updating my blog..
sorry for the inconvenient..
most of all sorry to my beloved blog..

tired and zombie- like mood
this is the defects after i start working...
for nearly 3 weeks full

and college..
starting to hate it...
not the college mates,
but the college management...
there's no differences between loan sharks and them..
what happen to them already?!

2009-03-23T11:11:00.002+08:00

well its been a while... again!! hahah!!

my birthday was yesterday..

first of all wanna thanks to everyone that have done the following item:
wished me/ belanja-ing me/ texted me etc.

early celebration with mk coz sunday she's not free..
watched 7 Pounds and it was great movie by Will Smith

then saturday night after working..
surprise celebration by my college gang.. till 2am
then Sunday itself is my working day..
my boss treat me a dinner.. accidentally haha!!
then my gang of high school friends treat me another round of supper

well i have decided to drop major subject this semester..
and work till month of August
well hopefully i will make it at that time...

last year, Langkawi vacation..
this year, surprise celebration..
i wonder what's next year would be

work are fun and bored at the same time..
weirdo me...

131 days and still loving it.. ^^

2009-03-13T02:18:00.002+08:00

another loooong update!! haha!!

time flies like no tomorrow..
its already near mid of March and..
we been together for 4 months already ^^

well greatest fear ahead..
im 21 soon!! T.T
shit la..

1 advice from this old man..
enjoy teen while u can..
especially you, cheng kim!!
YES YOU!!
wanna know why??

co you're birthday is at 21st November.. hehe
so enjoy.. before you been called auntie... someday
haha!!

college start soon and i dont feel like it after all..
although past few months im dead for start college period

11th of march recalls a lot of thing that we're been go through together
from sweet memories to quarrels and disagreements
till date, we been together for 122 days ^^

this particular matter pop into my mind while im in shower
should i postpone my major subject or proceed?

currently taken a job as P1 W1max promoter
who wanna a piece of fast wireless broadband!!
contact me!!
hehe

2009-02-21T01:42:00.002+08:00

huhu
is been a looooong time since last update ^^
sorry for the delays!!

0143..
still consider early for me..
so just a quick update

jamming...
played Bullet for My Valentine's Tears Don't Fall
having fun although can't cope with the fast beats
if you guys don't know how 'easy' to play this song
check out at youtube!!

dating...
we been together for 102 days
pretty fast...
and we knowing each other more and more throughout this period ^^

college...
B for sustainable arch. practice
C+ for tender and Contract
and...
F1 for Institutional Design
(roar!!)

holiday...
still sucks at the moment
at still i loving the moments now ^^

valentine...
spend the day with her
well it was.. memorable first time valentine with her
since we both first time celebrating this day WITH a partner

bass skills...
improving more and more
now can cope metal songs
but still wanted to play Muse's cover songs
like...
Stockholm Syndrome...
Time is Running Out...
Sunburn...
most of all...
Starlight!!

well ends my blog of the day..
after near a month didn't update already!!!

PS: maza your tags i will reply you asap!!
sorry for the delays...

please download Estrella's Stay
to whoever read my blog!!
is a addiction song that you cant resist on!!

today played Tears Dont Fall
i wonder what's next...

2009-01-25T01:24:00.003+08:00

darn
its already sunday....
and what it means??
tomorrow would be the chinese new year!!

well everyone, especially the young ones will like:

'.. ee... angpao money so little one...'
'.. why that uncle/auntie dint give angpao one...

well it really brings back those silly thing that we do when we young

long time didn't blog bout my life already....
kinda puzzled while thinking what to write here
lets see.....

-work as par time promoter at supermarket near my house and get to know a bunch of great people
-Bleach series are getting to the climax soon (i think)
-i and her didn't date for like... 3 weeks already ><"
-i get my result for my last semester already, and result are unexpected
-overnight at her house for the first time ^^
-so gonna break my promise to my besties..

cant think of anything now...
probably due to tired ness for whole day...
T.T
continue next time then ^^

2009-01-16T01:48:00.003+08:00

*cross finger

im not jealous
im not jealous
im am so not jealous at all!!!

well this jealous thingy keep flying in my mind now
although i deny it in front of her

for some point, what should i jealous of?
coz of she sms with this some guy from evening till night??
haha!!

silly me!!

for some reasons.....
i think i wont ever buy a new Proton Saga
for what i witnessed couple of minutes ago
^^

2009-01-13T01:51:00.002+08:00

damn miss my blog!! T.T

well coz of something unpredictable and unseen circumstances
and that's the main reason i seldom update my blog
now not anymore coz...
my BABE precious CPU is back to me!!
hahaha

well update from previous blog post..
Singapore was fun
wedding dinner was great
and celebration of new year at Marina Bay was awesome!!
and first time in my life so far
celebrate new year out from Malaysia
and also celebrate with my uncles and aunts

well pictures will upload soon
as soon as i got my camera back at my dad's car
^^

something bugging me yesterday afternoon
after a statement from her
saying that 1 of my friend possess a threat in our relationship
prove me wrong coz i don't think so
and i know where i stand at this stages
pretty interesting statement that she come out with
and make us thinks deep into our relationship
possession of a threat??
for some reason, i didn't ever think that before

2008-12-30T01:31:00.002+08:00

30th of December now...
and another 1 day and 22 hours 30 min to hit Jan 1st
time flies like...... i also dont know how to describe it

test is over,
assessment is history now,
and now holiday time!!!
well doesn't seems like holiday anyway
more like a therapy moments for me
always walk around,
window shopping,
drive here and there...
treat it as a good exercise anyway
although can be very tiring sometimes

later at noon off to Singapore...
suddenly feel like.... done want to go already
same as my cousin sister
ahaha!!
i prefer to staying somewhere i familiar with
rather a plain new place to me,
although i went to Singapore once before

to all readers, early new year wish from me!!! ^^
well i hope that this Singapore trip can be all on my own!! ><

PS: why HAARP doesn't have Micro Cuts!!!
and they actually have it at Youtube!!! ><

and dear....
will miss u A LOT!!!
take care everyone...
especially Amanda
^^
peace to the world and OUT!!

2008-12-27T12:49:00.003+08:00

im officially addicted... to MUSE's

micro cuts,
soldier's poem,
apocalypse please,
Stockholm syndrome,
starlight,
plug in baby,
butterflies and hurricanes,
....................

ignore me, or someone slap me awake!!!

week 4 listen to MUSE songs already
and im cant live without it!!
haha!!

2008-12-27T11:57:00.002+08:00

been busy this lately...
and seldom to update this blog already..

assessment went well...
no obstruction...
and that's really something good.
and im officially on holiday

something fun between me and mk
is that we actually told each other
the christmas present that should buy to each other
and.....

we both brought the present that we mention to each other..
and our present is...
HAARP for me
Jay Chow World Tour DVD+ CD to her

and we ate shabu shabu at somewhere..
buffet dinner that can eat till you drop
pretty enjoying for christmas
since this is my first time celebrate christmas with her ^^

going Singapore again this year end
suddenly don't feel like going already
don't know why and don't ask me
hahah!!!

time do flies...
faster than speed of light
although always thought that day got 24 hours
and night got 48 hours!! hahah!!

2008-12-10T11:04:00.004+08:00

finally...
break that barrier of
i-must-sleep-at-1am-everyday!!

this morning..
went to bed at 0430
and still not feeling sleepy though ^^

this is the list of things that keeps me awake!! haha
- Muse's songs from their 5 albums
- cigarette ( well i just took 2 ) ^^

and also.. the main actor!!
KOPI AIS!!! hahaha!!

can't believe that this thing actually keeps me awake huh
probably the content of caffeine is different from the Nescafe
hehe

well Christmas here soon
same as assessment
well wish all my classmates all the best

and i want this for my Christmas
can i???

HAARP album, consist of MUSE's live performance in Wembley stadium at last year.
watched at Youtube already!! 1 word to describe. SUPERB!!

initiate zombie mode.
ROAR!!!

i think im the only one that haven't initiate that mode ^^
well better start fast!! woohoo!!
and i can feel the heat already!! ^^

PS: i love someone named Esther Leong MK, joy Chuan XL and also..
Matthew Bellamy, Dom Howard and Chris Wolstenholme of MUSE
and also my friends,families and extended family members ^^
and loving every moments with them ^^

2008-12-08T21:07:00.002+08:00

D-Day +27

well its not the D-Day stated at World War 2
its just reminds me of my favorite PC game at all time
Company of Heroes.

shocked and happy
that's my feelings now
we been together for a month already
time flies very fast though
till we're not realize its already pass so fast.
those memories still fresh in our minds though ^^

assessments calls for the last 2 week.
to be exact is 10 more days to go..
excluding Friday

feeling the heat already
since i dragged my working drawing for like...
2 weeks already?? haha
no mood on drawings already, now head to modeling sessions already
and then my presentation boards already.. total of 3 A0
woohoo!!

well wish me luck then..
*although i dont believe so much in luck
wish me all the best...
and...
wish me survived at the bombardment sessions in Friday's assessment
and be able to go MOS for celebration!! woohoo!!

and last of all

I LOVE YOU!!!

after yesterday's incident
i think... LAH
both of us really desperate for each other.
and both of us missing each other A LOT!!
haha!!!

that's what i feel. ^^

and dear,
happy 28th day anniversary ^^

15 things

2008-12-08T14:11:00.005+08:00

someone named KimBlee FORCED me to do this.. T.T

The Rules: Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things / habits / little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits / things / little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. :p

well.. here it goes!!

1. i used to play bass with thumb when i started to play for the last... 3 weeks or so because i just learned at that time ^^

2. something gross. back to my childhood times, i bite toe nails and finger nail. sadly, i cant stop biting my fingernails till now. no worries, i stop biting toe nails when im was around 10 years old.

3. I cant whistle although im tried so hard for it

4. i like to sit bus back back when im young coz the bus drivers at my kampung are all rempits aka drive very fast and cornering like they doing drifting

5. i remember images better than names.

6. back then when im small, i like to chase chickens as my childhood game. till that 1 point i accidentally killed a baby chicken when i using a fish net to catch them. and im the first to be questioned when my grandma do headcount and 1 baby chicken is missing. after that day, i stopped this so-called my favorite childhood game

7. 2nd gross fact about me. according to my mum back when i was around 4 or 5 years old, after i 'done' my business, i nearly take my own poop and put inside my mouth!! haha

8. back when i was standard 4 to 6, i and my classmates like to play this so-called Tamaguchi named Digimon.. *something something. to avoid been confiscate by the prefects, we hide that 3" x 1 1/2" so called Tamaguchi at our... *thing [ go figure!! ]

9.im look 95% Malay. from my skin tone till my bahasa Malaysia's speaking. at college, i been given the title of Dewan Bahasa dan Pustaka by my friends for unusual word usages.

10. i can eat the same old food or dishes... for WHOLE MONTH and i wont get bored of it!! haha

11. i love rock music since last 2 years and the first band i listen to is MUSE.
for the past years, i only listen music through radios and seldom knows about English songs because last time im a big fan of Chinese's emo and love songs till last 3 years when my friend start to intro me english songs.

12. i started to get close with Malays when i started to join secondary school and also a uniform unit named KRS. and im the only non- Malay ( i think, since i left school for so long ) to have Coperal rank at my uniform sleeve. ^^

13. after enter college, i can sleep as short as 30 mins of nap to 10 hours of long sleeps. best record was 48 hours straight with 6 hours sleep in between.

14. a discovery of myself. i HARDLY get bored of reading/eat/listen, well not nagging of course, the same old thing, routines and ..anything!!! UNLESS.. doing working drawings!! darn ><"

15. lastly, i fell in love to someone that is my same primary and secondary school mate. after apart for like... 13 - 14 years.. and we both meet again and ended up we in a relationship now!! *u know who i mean.. for those people that i tell them before about this ^^

an additional ones
back when i was born, i was NEARLY DEAD!! yep!! u heard right. nearly dead experience when the second i was born out. according to my mum, when i born out that minute, i was not crying, like babies usually does. best part is, im not breathing as well!! till i breath fresh pure O2 to my lungs. i think. hahah!!

I shall tag:

- YOU! you know mine dirty little secret, and now its your turn to let me know what's ur dirty little secrets then. hehe

2008-12-01T01:07:00.002+08:00

day 19 we been together
we watched Quarantine together

nice for me, bad for her..
haha..
shall give 8/10 for that movie

and when we off from the shopping mall
its already 2320
and at some point we thought of they switch off the supply power for lift
because it not going anywhere where we command to
some point i hope that we really trapped inside
and be with her ^^

today i shall say wrong choice of movie coz i she not so enjoy about it
and we have a great date for each other
after missing her for a week ^^

3 more weeks to embrace myself to face the horror of assessment
and i and my classmates can feel the pressure around us already
scary nor confident
that's what i feel now
just afraid on that day cant deliver my message well
like i always do at my assessment

now i realize something
sometimes we cant make it on our own
need some motivation
need some...
as my lecturer says...
other source of 'motivation'
that is girls!! ahaha!!

- over and out from the blogger -

2008-12-01T00:25:00.005+08:00

got tagged from someone unexpected

- Yumi-san.....
hehe

well here it goes then!!

A-Z

A. Attached or single? erm.. attached to someone.. named MK ^^
B. Best friend? erm.. quite a numbers..
C. Cake or pie? cakes of course
D. Day of choice? Tuesday. reminds me of *something* ^^
E. Essential item? my desktop of course. my life ^^
F. Favorite color? green
G. Gummy bears or worms? none.. hehe
H. Hometown? Seremban, Negeri Sembilan
I. Favorite indulgence? chocolate banana from Secret Recipe
J. January or July? January
K. Kids? 2. 1 male and female
L. Life isn't complete without? peace, love... and Internet!! hehe
M. Marriage date? wait me till i hit 40 then i tell you all ^^
N. Number of magazine subscriptions? none and i hate mags
O. Oranges or apples? both
P. Phobias? hmm... not so sure because i got a lot of it.. hehe
Q. Quotes? don't care la.. just DO IT!!
R. Reasons to smile? smile with reason? thats not a sincere smile already.. hehe
S. Season of choice? spring and fall
T. Tag 10 people. kim, yol, Daniel, Nicole, amanda, zhiyi, maza, nana... and no ideas already ^^
U. Unknown fact about me? double personality
V. Vegetable? any veggie will do i think
W. Worst habit? bite nails when nervous
X. X-ray or ultrasound? x-ray
Y. Your favorite foods? anything that can put in mouth ^^
Z. Zodiac sign? Aries

another one...

He/she have to come up with 7 interesting or random facts about them self and then tag 7 other people to do the same.

1. double personality as my blog name
2. straight forward person.. although my friends don't think that i am
3. like to eat.. or shall i say i can't stop eating 24/7
4. love to bite nails
5. a bassist wannabee
6. be able to change gear from gear 1 to gear 4 under 10 second while driving
7. in love with someone ^^

TAGged friends - ditto as above victims ^^

2008-11-24T00:32:00.002+08:00

currently Lifehouse's You and Me keep repeating at my media player
reminds me of her every time i listen to this song.

have dinner with mk at Sunday for 3 times streak
reminds me how much time we been together with her
and times that i spend with her

already 12 days dated from 11/11/08 at 11pm
and we know each other better and better
from problems to interest
from her families to my families
best of all, knowing each others weaknesses ^^

12 days and 2 hour plus..
makes both of us feel that we're already 12 months and 2 days
pretty not logical but that's the true fact.. hehe

surprises awaiting us whenever we're outing together
that's makes our moments more special..
especially Sunday night dated at 23/11
our latest outing..
* content are private and confidential
and inappropriate to reveal it here ^^

12 days and still ongoing..
really really can feel the thrill already. ^^

Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in

But things just get so crazy
Living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road
Get up and go if I knew
That someday it would lead me back to you
That someday it would lead me back to you

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave ...

Sunday Morning by Maroon 5

change 'morning' to night
that's more appropriate to describe today's weather
others all.. in the lyric
and this is the feeling i having now

12 days and still running...
sure we have fun huh.... ^^
especially that particular 'Sunday' ^^

happy 12th days anniversary!! ^^

this is story bout...

2008-11-21T02:42:00.005+08:00

pig pig and cow cow..

well this is all the pics that i promised you guys.
enjoy!!

PS: pig pig tue... tak ada cop HALAL punya... jangan tersentuh!! ahaha!!

Mrs. pig

Mr. cow

this is when they cuddle to each other

when they hold hand
having their sweet moments

cow: your head is HUGE... its troublesome when i hug you!!
pig: your head my dear... are damn long and big!!

and they finally found a good solutions for their problems...
kissing!! ^^

see back these pictures really put a smile at my face..
and we been together for 9 days!!

happy 9th day!! ^^

2008-11-17T16:02:00.004+08:00

5 days and after 11pm tonight is our 6th days..
well still pretty fast thought if counted from days..
what we both feel is that we already couple for like... 3 -4 months??

something strange but its true..
we know each other too well.. way too well..
and i think she's the first to know me nearly.. 80% of me
and im probably... the first to know her well... hehe..

and tomorrow is our first week...
planning to go somewhere... but i have no idea to go where
probably go some place that have some nice memories
for both of us ^^

yesterday was fun..
went in her room for first time..
having a photo shoot sessions with our pig pig and cow cow..
soft toys that we brought at Sungei Wang.
then we have dinner together at P.J.
meet her parents.. by accident
and have some quality times together for whole night long

pictures will be upload coz im in college now...
bout cow cow and pig pig ^^

i miss her ><"

and dear...
happy 1 week anniversary!! ^^

2008-11-13T16:01:00.003+08:00

our journey officially starts at 11/11/2008 at 11 pm
feels.. relief
at the same time happy!! ^^

relief coz... we're finally... together
happy coz... she finally accept my proposal..
after.. near 3 - 4 times i propose to her.

well what's makes us both happy is..
we finally can date.. without hiding in front of our friends!!
yuppie!!

we gone through bittersweet
from our process of ongoing relationships

we tried excitements that we have to hide from friends
to let them know the fact that we're together

we hugged each other under the moon light..
of course minus the traffic that KEEPS pass by our area ><"

we hold hand
when i asked her out for the 3rd time

the best is...
we done all the above before the moments that we be together like now

a reversed process that makes our heart and soul bond together
and i still can feel the fun that we have before and after we couple
and we will go through again all the things that we done before

when 2 souls bond.. with hugs and kisses...
1 unit marks the starting point of the journey

we loved each other by the time she accept my propose
and we knows.. a lot more fun awaits us in front ^^

i love you dear

2008-11-11T02:02:00.004+08:00

when we curl each other together..
i feel that we're one
that's the feeling that i have when we hugged
enough elaborations.. although i know not much people would actually visit this blog

we're progressing fast, way too fast
kan bagus if my design are so progressive.. ahaha!!
we meet back and know each other for 2 months and 3 weeks already
after we...
lets see..

primary, 6 years,
secondary, 5 years
plus the additional 3 years

we ONLY START to know each other.. after near 15 years of hi-bye friend
not too bad though.. hehe

days have been went haywire
especially ours...
worried at the same time lovely.. ><"
well better don't express too much... too many familiar faces here.

we progress as good as couples but we are not
well i think..
and she thinks that

the time probably is not right yet
and i also agreed with her

PS: i love her..
PSS: i think she also does..
although have some confusions in her head

and we think.. we should control...
no, i shall say i should control... hehe

2008-11-02T22:39:00.002+08:00

changed profile picture....
after used for 1 year...

so thats currently how i am look like..
my lecturer comment im look like Bruce lee..
which is so NOT ME

my friend commented my head looks like it blends with my hair..
which i agree..

but what i commented is...
my head = coconut..
ahaha!!

well getting haircut soon..
don't too worry..

post 100th after 1 year of establish this blog...
proud also... and reminds me how i grow..
sometimes i read back all my post..
reminds me the time where i doing or having that incident...

well nothing much bout this 100th post..
just wanna remind myself to keep writing..
so that when i hit 80.. ( if i haven't die from lung cancer)
i can show to my grandson... hahah
and post my work here... as a remembrance.. to me..
wahaha!!

well foremost..
i wanna say..
happy 100th post.. ahah!!
and hope that more readers..
(well i prefer more privacy though..)

PS: i think i really like her.. (crappy)
PSS: i think she feel that also.. (even crappier)

when we together..
we're like couples..
shouldering, playful and tease each other with jokes..
what that means??

2008-10-22T01:59:00.002+08:00

just done 2 tags from Alia
and now blog bout my another me.. hehe

these days.. chaotic...
not about life are not organized...
is about something, something that has bugging me these days
boundaries are between her and me
is it because i said something wrong? or inappropriate?
perhaps so... coz i may said something that comes out
at the wrong place at the wrong time
maybe time is the medicine..
like my friends says so...when comes to relationships
i tend to evolve to the another me, serious, bold and straight forward
maybe this attitude scares girls off...
haha!! well i don't really care though
just happy coz that's me, and i am me..
and i hates hide and seek around bushes

well lets be friends... just have to divert my minds off course
not thinking a relationships, not hoping a relationship.
sometimes i feel plain white paper relationships are better
than those have something on that sheets of paper.

sometimes.. something really better leave to time to decide ^^

later jamming at school, playing my favorite song, Starlight
PS: post no. 99 not sure when i will upload again.. hehe

this post reminds me a song... U2's sometimes you can't make it on our own

2008-10-22T01:29:00.002+08:00

RULE #1
People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves..

RULE #2Tag
8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
probably will just call her fuck off.. that's all. no point to argue though

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to be happy for the things i have at that moment

3. What makes you unmotivated?
well basically nothing?? or is it i have but i didn't realize it?? haha

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
probably... save up in bank. do some investments ^^

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
no.. AT ALL!! friends, probably... well it depends sometimes

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
both actually ^^

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
erm... just wait till before i hit 40s.. not rushing for it though

8. Where would you prefer to be right now?
somewhere private where just me and nature

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Yes.

10. What takes you down the fastest?
unmotivated comments

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
hmm... be in construction line

12. Do you think, by being kind and always helping person you love, she/he will love you?
no, definitely NO

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
someone dedicated in most part of his life, fun and energetic, photographer-wannabee, and love her friends as much as herself ^^

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
hmm.. this tricky..well both of them have pros and cons.. i would prefer to have a life that happy with my partner. anyways i would wish im rich and married of course.. haha!!

15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
turn my head around and see the sun orientation and start slapping myself coz its already 10 in the morning

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
yes

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
no one.. no point to have it.. unless... men can married 2 wife ^^

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
yea.. forgiving are probably hardest thing to do.. having a forgiving heart, for me, that person are perfect ^^

19. Would you suffer now and enjoy later or the opposite?
suffer now better... ahaha!!

20. List 8 people to tag...
kim and yol, Daniel, dum dum, Esther, Cecilia, yeen, Christine

2008-10-22T01:08:00.002+08:00

How old will you turn in 2009?
21

Would you date someone 8 years older than you?
NO

What were you doing at 4 am this morning?
its still 1.09am at the current moment...

What's your relationship with the person you last texted?
junior at my high school that has become junior in my course.. ^^

What did you do today?
done my floor plans!! ^^

What is the last card game you played?
last Friday.. to burns off some times with classmates

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
hmm.. interesting.. btw, i haven't kissed anyone.. hehe

Where are your siblings?
sleeping

If you found out you couldn't have kids, would you adopt?
yea ^^ well it depends

Can you take a bra off with one hand?
would love to try... since im a guy.. haha!!

Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
no... im happy with the progress now ^^

Do you want kids?
who doesn't

Are you in love with anyone?
errrr..... *secret ^^

Are you a jealous person?
well who doesn't jealous??? hehe

When was the last time you slept on the floor?
erm... last 2 weeks+ cant recall

And your name would be?
wei loong

Is your phone close to you?
nope

What is bothering you right now?
practically nothing.. well there's something...

What does your last received text message say?
at home

Where are you right now?
my crib

Are you listening to music right now?
nope

Do you like country music?
erm... so so

How is your hair styled right now?
messed up ^^

Do you like your first name?
why not?? ^^

Last thing you drank?
sprite

Do you sing obnoxiously in the car?
sometimes when im in the mood

Do you think that you’re a good person?
erm... no.. but my friends says yes.. haha

Are you currently frustrated with your life?
for what.. life just once.. live it like there's no tomorrow

Who are your idols?
Frank Lloyd Wright ^^

Is there anything you would like to say to someone, but you feel like you can't?
yea.. especially to her

Do you know anyone in a long distance relationship?
Yes.

Do you still count on your fingers?
yea.. haha!!

How many times a day do you look at yourself in the mirror?
probably not more than 5 times a day

How many times do you brush your teeth in a day?
once.. sometimes dont bother to care!! ahah!!

Are you confident with yourself?
in some points, no

Why do all the girls like the Jonas Brothers?
cause they are GAY ASSES!!

Do you have a best friend that is currently in the hospital?
nope

What colors are the walls in your room?
apple white

What is something you say a lot?
aku jam dow.. it means im stucked

Do you have any pet fish?
nope

Do you have any nicknames?
wei loong, derrick, along.. the best one, longkang

Who is the last person of the opposite sex to text you?
sharon, my besties

Are you angry at anyone?
nope

When's the last time you went to the beach?
when school holiday, went with cousins and her friends

Do you sleep with your door locked?
no

What is one TV show that you watch entirely too much?
Criminal Minds

Do you sing a lot?
occasionly

Are you currently interested in someone?
yes

What are you doing tomorrow?
finish up my floor plans, elevation drawings, section drawings and some sketches

What are you looking forward to?
able to done my things by friday morning

What song are you listening to?
none

Where did you get this from?
Thought So

What do you think about the person who you took this tag from?
dedicated

Give 5 good qualities about that person:
1 - dedicated
2 - cheerful
3 - hardworking
4 - playful
5 - patient

i tag.. everyone except those have done this ^^

2008-10-02T20:28:00.002+08:00

just wanna express out my sorrows...
ignore me if you found the content is rather boring..

yesterday got... well i consider comment
for not helping much to that *someone about something
but the fact is...

well.... haih....
don't feel like continuing to write...

ignore me....~~~~

pray that she can make it to the date

2008-10-02T19:58:00.003+08:00

its already more than 10 days since the last post...

well this past 10 days...
can consider the best 10 days i ever have
in my life... so far

from model making sessions...
till overnight at college for 4 days streak..

that's a lot of fun, stress, and jam
music sessions to break our tense off,
crazy leader in the board to lead us,
exiting rather boring as in doing the same things over and over again
try and error sessions in the making
and the best part of all...

we doing this... or shall i say we treat it
as our assignment..
rather than the competition purposes
everyone do their parts to make it happen

and result...
... speechless..
rather wonderful... MUAHAHA!!

click here for knowing it more

well u know what amy...
you does teach us a lot of things towards this journey
thanks for it...

ps: post 95th.. and 5 more to the 100th... haha
PSS: everyone seems.. call me to cut off biting nails instead of smoking.. ahaha!!
and i addicted to..... *something ^^ and i like it so much

2008-09-20T21:12:00.003+08:00

what hurt the most when people comment about you

comment about people are sometimes hard
and sometimes are another way around

receiving comments are my specialty
that's the main reason that i like to listen to others
coz' i wanna know what people thinks and
thinks about me...
so i always ask the questions..
what you think about me...

and by the way....
i weak in judging.. yerp!! you heard right
probably my buddies says i always complaint about my classmates
complaint about people around me... but that's just a minority..
correct me if i wrong my friends ^^

for my point, judging are bad
and for me...
judging are harder than complaining.
especially when judging about designs,
and of course... a persons

this senior's statement already bagged my head yesterday..
when he says he worried about me..
and whats hurts is that
well i dont know..
i think that
he thought that i cant cope with the studies now
and at some points, being left out....

well i admit i still shaky about where shall i go..
and.....
.....
.....

neh... just forget what he says...

but anyway...
thanks to him to banged my head with that statement
and i know what shall i do now..

2008-09-11T12:25:00.000+08:00

Just realized today is September 11.
7 years ago... there's disasters
and now,
historical site of World Trade Center is going to erect another new building

still remember the joke that my lecturer says when im in Year 2
subject : Modern Architecture
well the joke is.. Minoru Yamasaki...

All the building he designed is all destroyed

and that's a FACT.

Well he's some pity architect but hey...
he's one of the historical people in architecture world... ^^

Senior’s model in progress percentage: 30%

That is somewhat developer’s model…

Huge and gigantic… haha!!

My progress of work… 0%

Coz’ clueless on what we should do…

Well just do whatever I can…

And finish it up then…

Yesterday considered one of my best days… in this week

Favorite song in the radio… not one, but two

Fall for You and One Step at a Time

Kind of reminds me of something… for this 2 songs

And managed to stay up for Tuesday to finish up my things… haha!!

So yesterday can sleep and later today do the model!! Woohoo!!

Am I really like her??

Or still the same old me wandering around with the same old feelings and attitude towards every girl

my companions

2008-08-27T11:21:00.005+08:00

wanted to post a entry..
but no idea what to write so..
let me introduce...
my companions in my life.. so far
or probably forever
or.. probably till my last breath in this Earth haha!!

first...

my BABE, aka my girl friend.. LOL

my 1 1/2 year old CPU and near 4 year's monitor and keyboard

pens and markers..
something that i wont miss when go to School ^^

and also... this..

my beloved pendrive that has the girlish look
and also a piggy pattern on the neck hangar

and not least...
study models

archway design for Sekolah Seri Suria
by the way...
its a competition.. hehe

overview to my big family

from left:
sketches at butter paper and my doctor handwriting
artline pen
pendrives
scale ruler
and not least,
markers

my ugly sketches... haha
please comment.. LOL!!

but lucky.. not much people will read
probably no one will read it.. HAHAH!!

2008-08-24T23:42:00.002+08:00

nature guise..
important about nature
and our awareness of nature

the movie WALL-E teaches human 1 great lesson
love the nature!!
and although i fall asleep at first half of the movie
due to tiredness
but the end part of the movie do impact our lifes

what the movie show are the reality now
our greatest issue now
our waste management are poor
and its not organized now

and soon... real soon
the world would be like in the movie WALL-E
well when that part comes, i probably have dead
come to think of it
if we didn't do it NOW, and when in FUTURE
our children suffers what we have done now

2008-08-23T02:24:00.004+08:00

go Port Dickson reminds me of something
not just nice beaches
but also...

my beloved hometown
and of course, my granny house
that we used to visit every Chinese New Year

well now it's not a tradition already
coz my granny moved to my house
it's still fresh in my mind when we were young
always get to play at the house area

miss those moments~~

vacation at Port Dickson with cousins are...
generally okay

coz i not so clicked with the people there
furthermore im WAY older than them
and most of the time i was sleeping
coz i was darn tired after driving

well glad that they all have fun, including me!! haha
and thanks for Amanda... for doing this activity
hearts u a lot

PMS girls on loose!!!!
couzie Amanda, Cecil, Alia... all sudden be emo
LOL!!!

cheer up girls!! ^^

college was...crazy today
as the song 'Sempurna' by Andra and the Backbone on play
Pecky and others...
seems trying to modify the song to tease my buddy, Iqbal
with his girl Lisa's name in the song!! LOL
too bad it doesn't work out that good
but is a good try though!! HAHA!!

the more i listen, the more i feel i missing something

oh yea by the way..
good news on my result
my 'P' = Pass in Resit
and why no grades??
coz i didn't pay the fees to retake that subject
i just resit it!! ><"

one of the verse in Sempurna
by: Andra and the Backbone

kau genggam tanganku,
saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
kau bisikan kata yang hapus semua sesalku

janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
takkan mampu menghadapi semua
hanya bersamaku akan bisa,

kau adalah darahku
kau adalah jantungku
kau adalah hidupku,lengkapi diriku
oh sayang kau begitu...

sempurna

2008-08-18T23:57:00.002+08:00

i get a 'P' for design
what that means???

really wanna know what the fuck is that means
no grades
no GPA
just a 'P'

well advices from my seniors
he says its a bad thing to having that grades
well gonna get this clear soon though

tomorrow go to Port Dickson
well better throw this aside
and relax bit

hope his 'P' doesn't give me any unwanted situation

2008-08-17T03:37:00.004+08:00

well been busy lately till i forgot this... haha!!
busy doing my assignment.. and also watch Olympic!! hehe

well something interesting about this Olympic
full of world record breaking
well record breaking always happen
but whats interesting is the results and improvements

so... record breaker...

7 improved record by this guy
and also sweet 7 gold medal for him

Micheal Phelps
his great records of 7 improved records for him
and most of all
he's the leading athlete for winning most gold medal now

and second of all...
new improved record for 100m men

Usain Bolt
clocked 9.68 sec to win him a gold medal
beating his old record of 9.72 sec.

record breaking all the way and most of all
Beijing Olympic is one of the most interesting Olympic i ever watched
well of course the best so far.. haha

well back to me,
today is already Sunday's 0350
and tomorrow would be go college for hang out
and also taking results
and later having BBQ sessions with friends
for celebrating our last day of vacation in fun
and after that continuing the 'zombie' hours like we usually do.. haha!!

well later night sure is another match to watch at Olympic
badminton's singles final: Lin Dan vs. Lee Chong Wei

well that's something to take attention
Malaysia's first medal
and probably is Malaysia's first gold medal
well cant wait for tonight's game
and make us Malaysian proud!! ^^

2008-08-05T01:41:00.004+08:00

an lazy bone ass finally has a new entree.. ahaha!!

not i lazy..
just...
too much stuffs happens and dont know what to blog about
and you all sure wondering....
so many occasions...
sure many things to write huh..

NO...
thats the problem..
too many things need to consider...
ahaha!!

well first of all..
i screwed up my 2nd round presentation
bad.. very badly...
hope that i have the qualification to promote to institutional

second thing is..
a nice day out with the Alifians...
have fun all day long...
no worries

and most of all..
no assignments!!! woohoo..

best thing is..
get to know each other well...
well for some individuals..
ahaha!!!!

and also...
my friends and her gangs of friends..
perform a Capoiera game.... just for me
and also my other 2 friends

well its fun to see them play around there
and whats most interesting is..
more like a dancing moves instead of fighting stance..
haha!!!
enjoyable moments.. ^^

countdown to holiday: 12 days
12 days...

really no idea how to burn this 12 days with memorable memories
and can actually have benefit out of it

well..
this is my plan:
- camping alone
- work

or.....

sit at house like a lazy slut and wait the school reopen

hmm....

better plan it well....
probably will spend 1 day 1 night with nature...
thats my promise!! ^^

11 other days....
well go figure later!! wakaka!!

well started to play:~~~

Company of Heroes: Opposing Fronts

after my completion of Company of Heroes ^^

well this what im talking about...
spend 2 weeks to complete this game!!!

ahah!!!

well...
sometimes i really do wish..
she was here
it sure will make lots of changes ^^

2008-07-23T07:12:00.002+08:00

back online after...... lost for don't know how long!! haha

well in progress to ready presentation on next week's Tuesday, i also have been help out senior to do their model and stuff..

well picture will upload soon, for his model and also my model. haha

well i dont know why....
i got this kind of lonely feelings..
isolated from people,
i mean everybody around me..
haha..
maybe just my unconscious and not enough sleeping
cause this oasis to happen in my thought or something...

well not worried too much...
just go along!! ^^

2nd round presentation on the 29th July...
merely done nothing!! huhu
im so dead!! hahah!!
better kick start today!! ^^

2008-07-06T14:45:00.001+08:00

went ArchiDex 08 at KLCC yesterday.

for the first-timers like me, that exhibitions are very good.

to learn more bout old technology that now has been popular in use in many countries
new futuristic ideas that we will in use in couple of years time
and innovative ideas that refresh the designer's minds.

Alia, Carmen, me, Iqbal and Lisa went there yesterday.
thought of may bump to Amanda..
too bad.. shes MIA when i called her.. haha

then i saw some familiar faces
Ar. Liaw.. ahaha!!
with 2 of his trainee in his company

and not least, Wai Hong that have a bag full of brochures and also catalog's

i rethink...
retake the subject, building structure maybe is a good thing too..
but in other hand, graduate later bit.. haha
well just don't think bout it anymore. just move on and do whatever it needs to prepare me to assessment.

as according to my friend, we got solid 09 days, including yesterday.
wasted a day already.. better start my engines ^^

2/9days
building material and finishes sketches ( i do it in AutoCAD) LOL!!
hopefuly can done at least half!!
YOSH!!

2008-07-05T08:53:00.004+08:00

roar... i think after you all saw this entry,
you all were chanting and shouting and craving to read this!! LOL... *perasan sial!! ><"

so... whats bugging me these days...
let's see..

assessment, assignments, and of course, events.

well recently went for Interior's Students Saturday
by.... Malaysia Society of Interior Design(MSID)
the event..... well no words to describe.. just can say... 2 thumbs DOWN!!!! ><"
wasted 120 bucks to go such a lousy event. even last year's are better than this time.
well.. theres no any particulars to be remember...
just 1 event, the Explorace. well that's sweet memories coz we actually played that game in group.
and most of all, the teamwork, supports, helping each other.... and we won 2nd place in Explorace.
but what surprise us... is that we also won Best Team!!

*DOUBLE KILL~~~ LOL!!

well watched Hancock yesterday, with a bunch of fagots
that don't know what " its-near-assessment-already" means.LOL

well overall is a nice movie, just a little sad bout Hancock cant be together with Mary.
kinda reminds me back to the memories.... with someone... just forget those sad stuff... ^^

these days... i realize something... changed in me.

1) can endure hunger, as in from morning till 6 pm.
2) eat a lot. maybe is because too stress or something.
3) like to drink water than eat. LOL
4) relationships between peoples are getting better although sometimes i like some jakun
5) can stay up late already!! ^^
6) more multi-task, Facebook-ing+ assignment-ing + chat with near 3 people at 1 same time!! LOL
7) i like someone... alright.. you may think this is something i always says a lot in my blog!! LOL
8) like to crapping already.. *sweat

end my blog with some pictures.. ^^

i miss the girl in white shirt... ^^ and the whole team!! ^^

craving for
-Coldplay's Viva La Vida,
-Katy Perry's I kissed a girl,

and

-MUSE's songs><"

2008-06-22T16:34:00.013+08:00

memories at the 20th Architecture Workshop at USM.

Day 1:

we been exited and enthusiastic bout this 6 days trip at USM. and before the day, we been informed that arrive college at 9 am SHARP. ended up, everyone's here at 9:45 am. well, typical malaysians ^^ . then we have checklist weather everyones here, then briefing from the college Architecture Department taiko, Mr. Rahim , and then the Head Department of Architecture, Mr. Gan. then we off from college at 10:15 am.

along the way to USM, many things happens. as in many scenarios.

this is a nice one. sleeping beauties. from left- nabila, san san and beng beng

then we head on to the Rest and Relax center at Tapah, Perak for our lunch break. well as usual we hang around and see what's nice. and we have... this picture.

alright, this 2 feller, that is raihan and the owner of this D80 Nikon, Alia has been sarcastic bout the food,
well from the posing it looks like the food is nice.. ahaha!!

a random shot before we go.

in the bus, realizing we often do this....

playing cards.
well something need to praise them coz of they manage to play cards in bus as in the bus condition are shaking left and right and Daniel still manage to keep his macho stance ^^

and then people fall asleep while half way through the journey, including me.
and some of them seems enjoying the quite moment in the bus

Iqbal Ryu, high school buddy and now, my junior for the same course, Architecture.

and... we stops again at another R&R that location are unknown. well i saw some fruits stalls here and there and i brought rambutans. quite sweet though.

and this is the scenarios where mira, nab and tanya test eat the langsat.

after that we head to the road again.

something we can't miss in Perak, paddy field.
although not much paddy field at Perak, but is a enjoy moment when i saw this. so i took Alia's D80 to snap shot it. snapped a total of 12 pictures, and i love this a lot ^^

and then we, as in Alia, me, and Daniel spotted this........

while we 3 of us are conducting pillow talk!! LOL!!

a cunning look from Iqbal's girl, Lisa to her boyfriend while he playing to her phone.

and then..... well figure yourself *winks

sweat!!! =.="

then... we finally touch down to destinations!! woohoo!!!

Eka and me, inside the lecture hall of USM

and at night, after dinner theres ice-breaking sessions
and i borrowed Alia's camera again to snap this.

Amanda and... *forgot whats his name already!! LOL.. and not to forget, Ami!!

and calls a day off after the ice breaking.

Day 2:

well everyones seems complaining ...
coz we have to get our ass up before 7:30 am.
ahaha!!

and have to attend the opening ceremony.

the stage.

and not least, we watch You.. nonono.. ArchiTube!! ^^
click to better view.

and Rahim jr. taking a break from his tired days.
PS: do not try this at home. wear a paper shirt and smoking. it may just burn your ass off!! ^^

and this... behold!!!
my junior cuts his middle finger.
and everyones asks him the same questions. WHY on Earth, WHY middle finger!! LOL..

and Ami been horny in front of the camera!! ^^

Day 3:

dead tired, near to cant breath situations.
as we walking towards Dewan Budaya for a talk, i was near to exhausted coz.. ITS DAMN FAR!!!

saw my sleepy face? enclose with a flower and a cute girl to enhance the picture.

Ar. Jimmy, Ar. Lawrence, and.... *no idea of what their name already LOL!!

and then after lunch, Mobility Structure Design Competition

Ar. Benny Yap, our structure engineer ^^

and we actually sits on the bamboo strips!!
im just help out to assemble!! T.T
no chance to sit

going GREEN is the new pink!! ^^

after the dinner, is my college turn to perform at the Performance Night!!
and hey, we done a really great job!! ^^
and everyone are enjoy it!!!

the devil and the angel ^^ *wink

Day 4,

went to beach. and dead tired coz of the activity.

and i cant believe that i answered wrong for a question that i know the answer!! T.T ish ish!!
but happy, coz my structure didn't sink into the water!! ^^
no cameras coz i didnt bring out!! T.T
and Alia are MIA!! T.T

Day 5:

we have a visit to Fort Cornwallis

and i lining up for the clues for the Heritage Trail game
FIND ME!!! ^^

and Alia spotted this...itch hand Iqbal kacau-ing Lisa's hair!! LOL!!

and dinner night arrives, whole bus spotted Chew Hin wear this

and we know... you're JUST playing his role!! ^^
but pretty good job on him playing his role ^^

and then starting the ceremony we all waiting for.
our college won design 3rd placing
we expecting quite high on Mobility Structure
and ended up we didnt won it T.T
and also preformance night

but... payback,
we won...

BEST PROPS AND COSTUMES!!

Day 6:

the day we waiting for... for Day 1
but now... it feels like.. we already be a piece from this community.
the hardest day to let it go and have to say bye bye to USM
and kiss the sweet ass of Kuala Lumpur!! T.T

we have a visit at the White Horse Tiles at Butterworth and we have a lunch at there.
well whole time at there i was sleeping and dosent care what the heck they talk!! LOL!!

well it all ends here.
a big thank you to.....

ALIA AIDA

for her D80!!! and FYI,
all 99.8% of the pictures are from her.
*unless i stated there thats my shot!! ^^

till here than
more pictures at here
my friend's one!! ^^

2008-06-16T23:51:00.004+08:00

officially back from Penang.
for 3 days already

really have enjoyed for the whole 6 days event
TranXXit was a blast!!
no matter in what occasions
have fun playing games till the heritage tracking

from the day we arrive,
we always been bombarded with laughter, joy, smiles....
and most of all
all 38 participant + 1 lecturer
have 6 days off!!
woohoo!!!

whatever we do in the event
everyone seems enjoyed for what they doing
especially performance.
other college seems impressed by our performance
and some says is really good in many aspect

other college also do an outstanding performance
but some of them are... kinda jam into that story as we try to understand it
some performance are meaningful
some are sad
some are dang funny
some are dang enjoyable
some are boring
some even get teasing from audience

dinner night was splendid
especially my classmates
the dress she wears.. really can cause nose bleed
n drop spectacles too!!
*as in never see her wear formal dress and heels

pictures will be uploading soon as i use my friend's camera to take pictures

and also... i meet HER
up close and personal
no more web cams.
she really look.... cute
but i just wonder.. why shes hot when saw me
as in rising up body temperature. *dont think somewhere far
but anyway, it was fun to meet up at her
although just 3 minutes

i miss USM,
miss TranXXit,
miss the people,
miss the fun,
miss the joy,
miss the laughter,
miss the hostel
miss the leng lui's

and top most
miss the 6 days of vacation

2008-06-07T20:47:00.002+08:00

going to Universiti Sains Malaysia aka USM at Penang
for 6 days. you heard it right.. 6 days at someone's college

no class, can enjoy!! ^^
but..
after we back from USM..
that's sexy
many assignments are starting to flirting with you
and asking you to 'touch their body'

sure is a fun trip!! ^^

well yesterday have a movie with her
aww... so fun!! ^^
first time we out in pairs..
feels.. i also dont know how to describe!! ^^
well sure's a fun day!! ^^

USM, here i come
and people, don't miss me!! ^^

-off from 8th to 13th
are we possible to meet each other.. i have no idea

2008-06-03T03:01:00.003+08:00

finally.... she says it..
well i really glad she says that..
at least she truthful to herself and honest to me ^^

conversation with Kui Kui *consider that many of my friends called her that! LOL

random chat at first

Wei Loong: you going to bed now??
Kui Kui: no. now you chase me away to sleep?! then i go sleep now!! ZzZz

Wei Loong : hehe.. still dont want to sleep, then we chat longer ok? ^^ so erm.. hows your homework doing??
Kui Kui : ya.. still ok.. now still trying to grasp it and be more hardworking

then enter the 'main course'

Wei Loong: so erm..wanna ask you.. do you have any feel to me??
*consider that i confess to her before and requested to her that give me a shot/chance
Wei Loong: just answer a YES or a NO ONLY

Kui Kui: can i have a 3rd choice answer?? *insist
Wei Loong: so... whats your answer?? tell me... wont kill you for that answer.
Kui Kui: perhaps i have before.
Wei Loong: so... now?? still have the feeling towards me??
Kui Kui: i not sure.. it's just faded like that
Wei Loong: so what you mean is.. i have no chance to have you as a girl friend of mine?
Kui Kui: i hope that we are still good friends! i am sorry. so forget me. sorry~~~
Wei Loong: its ok.. i glad that you're honest to me

(blah blah blah.. *some random chats)

i really glad that she's honest to me
and tell me that. *happie.

but deep down in me..

well today.... is a great.. i mean GREAT day to start my day
bump into an accident. car accident
well.. im ok, same as my friends
whats not OK is actually is the car

my uncle's poor Daihatsu Charade
radiator has been bumped to distorted
battery holder are off, now the battery are swinging left and right

BUT..
chassis are not damaged to a very serious stage
after a 110km/h speed car drop to 60km/h
and bang to another car that from 120km/h to 50km/h

JUST BECAUSE...
some assholes don't know how to drive
some assholes that drive carelessly
and most of all...
got SIDE MIRROR don't want to use
thought that his/her eyes and estimation are good
and thought that the car in front drive DAMN slow although drive 110-120 km/h

and payback...
a 300 bucks fine from traffic supervisor
for bump the asses of the car that in front of me.. ><"

round of a applause for the victim!!! ><"

2008-05-31T23:24:00.002+08:00

should i just forget about what we have last time
and i continue to move on?

shall i just forget what are my feeling towards you
although i still have a slim chance to get you

do i really need to have a distance with you
so that it wont trigger my memories with you
although we haven't really started it before?

all these leads to these question...

do i wanna give up on her?
do i wanna get go her
do i have a chance that as slim as 0.1%?

shall i ask her again this questions...

do you have feelings towards me?

or shall i say

you better give a YES or NO !!
no more I DON'T KNOW from you!!

2008-05-30T08:56:00.003+08:00

random blog of mine.. since so long didnt update already..
*padahal just a day apart only... wakakak!!

well tonight go to my cousin's BBQ party at her house that is situated at....
bukit permata or taman permata or whatever... Zz

so the plan of the day is like this :-

-later go to ss15 to do some Photostatting
-ask lecturer bout the design pogress
-then lunch at ehsan ^^
-after that.. maybe do some reading at library
-after that services class by Ar. Liaw
-after that... go my cousin house

well kinda emo yesterday...
dont ask me why...
feel like wanna talk to sebrina
T.T
mana lu sebrina?!

2008-05-29T10:29:00.005+08:00

8 Things I'm Passionate About.

Design
Art
People around me
My works
Music
computers
my life
Architecture

8 Things I say or Do Often.

aper la
Damn you!!
Fuck la, where got..
sengal
bangang
sure or not?!
adui..
how if/what if.

8 Things I've recently Read.

Charles Jenks's articles
Kekasih Gelapku's lyric
read my plans and mind.. on designing
formulas on structural mathematics
Bible of architecture, building by-law
sms from my friends
The book ‘Interior Graphics’
Blogs from other people

8 Songs I Could Listen To Over And Over Again.

Whatever it takes - Lifehouse
Kekasih Gelapku - Ungu
Nothing last forever – Maroon 5
Starlight - MUSE
Biarlah - Nidji
Stop and Stare - OneRepulic
Sing - Travis
Amie – Damien Rice

8 Things I've learned This Year and Last Year.

Mr. See are SUCKS!!
Mind map first before start to do design
Last minutes on revision are sucks, but last minutes designs are impressive!! ^^
What's done is done. Stop complaining!
Read more, experience more
Appreciate every people around me
Committed 100% to everyone
Girls are the greatest design from God ^^

8 People I Tag.

Sylvester
Christine
Yvonne
Wendy
kimmy
yen
yumi

2008-05-29T00:01:00.004+08:00

Rules:
The tag victim has to come out with 8 different points about his/her crush or perfect lover. Whichever applies.

Gender... Optional

Tag 8 other victims and leave a comment on their blogs.

If you're tagged a 2nd time, there is no need to repeat this again.

Lastly, HAVE FUN doing it!

(i) love me as in 101% divine love!! ^^

(ii) loves her families, friends and same also mine. but of course i will love hers as well!! ^^

(iii) Does not smoke / gamble / do drugs / cheat. if she does, i will still love her ^^

(iv) helpful girl friend. as in help me do assignments.. LOL well i hope she be able to gave some help to my mum in future ^^

(v) have a girl friend that NOT studying or pursuing Engineering or Law course. preferable field: same field as me, design and arts!! ^^

(vi) Have a good level of intelligence and smarter than me too!! ^^

(vii) understanding. this is what i needed the most. others can come easily

(viii) someone that likes me coz of im RICH, you can just buzz off ^^

i tag....
everyone that has just finish reading it!! ^^

2008-05-26T12:37:00.001+08:00

im currently....

SAD, EMOTIONAL, and thinking..
why cant i?!

just a random ones...
ignore please ><"

i really love u

2008-05-26T09:57:00.002+08:00

shall i or shall i not....
these question already bugging me for like...
past 4 days
on this particular girl i like to

well is something like this:
i like her...
but in someways..
she seems... giving me those uncomfortable look
that gives me the feel of shes annoyed when i around.

well yesterday..
have 3 'lecturers' to teach and guide me on this matter
have some brief idea on what i shall do next
this question struck my mind when my friend are giving some advices
do i really.... love her.. or just liking for fun after i lost HER??
this question also... bugging me for quite a long time already..

well my final answer is i love her..
matter now is i don't know weather she has the same feeling towards me
but what my friend advices me to do is.. JUST BE MYSELF !!
show care, love, blah blah.. towards her..
some says that make her miss me by missing in action for some days.. LOL
well i take every proposals as a suggestion..

haha... i am some stupid guy here that don't know how to tackle a girl
after live at Earth for like.. 20++ years?!
HA HA!!

2008-05-24T22:11:00.003+08:00

Ungu - Kekasih Gelapku

Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...

Ku tahu ku takkan selalu ada untukmu
Disaat engkau merindukan diriku
Ku tahu ku takkan bisa memberikanmu waktu
Yang panjang dalam hidupku

Yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku
Yang ku cari selama ini dalam hidupku
Dan hanya padamu ku berikan sisa cintaku
Yang panjang dalam hidupku...

Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...

Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...

Ooh...

Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku...

feel like wanna blog in Malay
well.. this is my first blog in Malay... ^^
enjoy..

hari ini memang hari yang sukar
kelas struktur bangunan berlanjutan sehingga pukul 5 petang tadi
satu kelas dah keletihan akibat ajaran matematik fizik
selepas itu kelas kita bermula untuk menyiapkan kerja
* walau.. so hard..
i better stick with english back.. T.T

well was half day of lecture and half day of assignments
while..
we like always.. take our SWEET lunch break
ended up 3:30 pm only start class.. T.T
and we all was like even worst than half dead when we half way in class
till 5:00 pm, administration office staff says that they gonna close college soon
thanks for so 'on time' to chase us off.. ^^

yesterday was a great breakthrough for me
'courage'
i actually chat with a girl..
with white dress, sweet looking, and tall.. T.T
during the performance that my friend done at one of the college
*read previous blog for more info

but sadly just chat for near 7 minutes only... T.T
but at anyhow..
yesterday still are a fun day for me.. ^^

2008-05-24T02:46:00.002+08:00

buy this for me...
then i will do whatever you want me to do..
ahaha!!! joking joking

today.. or shall i say yesterday night
my friend performing in band at one college at Damansara
so went there and enjoy the concert

i get on hand on trying my friend's brand new near 3 weeks old D60 Nikon
when my friend's girl friend call me to be their band's photographer
since she's too shy to go front and snap pictures

then that was my second time grab on hand at a DSLR
and first time to snap pictures with that
well usually i use my digital camera..
and this time... a DSLR ^^

well my skills of photography still as good as usual..
*wah perasan nyer... xD
but i glad that my friend like all the pictures i snap from her BABE.. ^^
then i have an offer to become their band's photographer..
sadly i didn't have my own camera.. T.T

but after some discussion with my friends..
maybe.. just possible that i able to borrow her camera
for shooting at their band performance at June
^^

hopefully theres enough financial support and chances..
hehe

*pictures will upload soon..
coz not my camera.. T.T

i want DSLR... T.T

2008-05-21T06:37:00.002+08:00

already woke up by the time hits 6:00 am in this morning
doing my model but sadly run out of UHU gum.. T.T
later showing to 2 lecturers... hope it is OK... hehe

these few days..
i can say is fun, challenging and fun (coz for me fun always come 2 times!! )
design is fun.. although is tough
just only yesterday afternoon
i stared at my newly brought sketch paper roll for an hour and a half.. T.T
but glad that i on time to submit my works... hehe

well just this for yesterday..
today is another new day!! ^^
do it well, live up your life!! ^^
time is running up!! ^^

i miss you..
deeply miss you

2008-05-18T12:51:00.003+08:00

i officially.....
have 2 dreams in one night..

first..
is near the beaches...
where i dreamed bunch of people riding a Blue Whale
then after a couple of minutes when i walking towards the hill..
i saw at least 4 whales waiting the passengers.. LOL!!!!!

that was the first...

second ones i kinda forgot already..
but i think is sound like this..
i dated with the girl that i have a crush on now...
go for movie..
half way through i hold her hand..
when she say let it go..
i keep holding her hand till the movie ends..
surprisingly she is ok that i holding her hand...
i fetch her back...
i still hold her hand while i drive..
till arrive her home..
that time... still holding till don't want to let it go.. ^^
- forgot this part -
- and also ending -

LOL!!!!

PS:
Cecilia.. you sure happy.. coz your friend
are not blogging bout' some song lyric already!! ahaha!!

it is fun though..
have a dream like this with her.. ^^
but..
is it possible that this occasion will happen??
of cause is the second dream!! =.="
takkan la then first dream will happen!? xD

school as usual...
i also slack as usual..
assignments are killing me..
reports, model, design, detail drawings...
some... can help me?!
or like Remy Zero's song for Small ville series
... somebody save~~~ ME~~~~

but im sure i can do it...
just....
be more disciplined for myself..
responsible for my works...
and commit myself to do all the works!!! argh!!
haha..
satisfied bout my model.. ^^
although just half way done.. hehe
have to put more effort though!! ^^

i think i realize something yesterday..
when i in the state of some like drunk when i just take
not more than 150ml of Heineken..

i think.. i fall in love to her already....

let time be the judge...
and let my heart impress hers... ^^

2008-05-18T12:33:00.004+08:00

Cheng Kim tagged me. wakaka!!

1. Real name : Ng Wei Loong
2. Nick name : Ar. Ng, longkang, along... whatever you can think of from my name la.. xD
3. Married : no idea.. whats wrong to be a bachelor.. ^^
4. Male or female : Male
5. High School : SMK USJ 8
6. College : ALFA international College.. taking Architecture
7. Short hair or long hair : near mediun long hair.. ^^
8. Are you a health freak ? : no... ahaha!!
9. Height: 1.72m aka 172cm aka 5'8"
10. Do you have a crush on someone? : ya.. ^^
11. Do you like yourself? : yes.. damn LOVE myself.. ^^
12. Piercings : none n never
13. Righty or left handed? : righty

FIRSTS :
14. First surgery : no idea though
15. First piercing(s) : none
16. First person you see in the morning : usually mum but today is my dad.. ^^
17. First award : does model in the display board counts??
18. First sport you joined : badminton
19. First pet : a pair of tortoise
20. First vacation : no idea...
22. First crush : when i was standard 5 ^^

23. Eating : nothing
24. Drinking : plain water
25. I'm about to : brush teeth n ready myself
26. Want kids: yea.. some day when i get married only plan la.. xD
27. Want to get married : haha.. no idea.. just let it be by now
28. Careers in mind : Architect of course... ^^ or related fields

WHICH ONE IS BETTER :
29. Lips or eyes : err....eyes?
30. Hugs or kisses : both
31. Shorter or taller : taller please!! T.T
32. Romantic or spontaneous : spontaneous
33. Sensitive or loud: im a LOUD assxxxx
34. Trouble maker or hesitant : err... no idea... xD

HAVE YOU EVER:
35. Kissed a stranger : nope. xD
36. Drank bubbles : huh?! i think you're insane if you do that
37. Lost glasses/contacts : haha.. always be luckily found back my glasses.. xD
38. Ran away from home : nope
39. Liked someone younger : yea
40. Liked someone older : yup.. ^^
41. Broken some one's heart: ya... HER heart
42. Been arrested : kena tahan before for just laughing in the car.. LOL..
43. Cried when someone died : erm.. so far.. no
44. Liked a friend : haha.. ^^

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
45. Yourself : yup
46. Miracles : ya..
47. Heaven : YES!! 101%
48. Santa Claus : haha... LAME...
49. Angels : ya..

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
50. Is there one person you want to be with right now : more than one actually...
51. Do you believe in god : yes, i do.

PEOPLE I'M TAGGING :
- everyone that just done reading this entry.. ^^

2008-05-17T01:40:00.000+08:00

James Blunt - Carry you Home

Trouble is her only friend and he's back again
Makes her body older than it really is
And she says it's high time she went away
No ones got much to say in this town
Trouble is the only way is down, down, down

As strong as you were
Tender you go
I'm watching you breathing
For the last time
A song for your heart
But when it is quiet
I know what it means
And I'll carry you home
I'll carry you home

If she had wings she would fly away
And another day god will give her some
Trouble is the only way is down,down,down

As strong as you were
Tender you go
I'm watching you breathing for the last time
A song for your heart
But when it is quiet
I know what it means
I'll carry you home
I'll carry you home

And they're all born pretty
in New York City tonight
and someones little girl
was taken from the world tonight
under the Stars and Stripes

As strong as you were
Tender you go
I'm watching you breathing for the last time
A song for your heart
But when it is quiet
I know what it means
And I'll carry you home

As strong as you were
Tender you go
I'm watching you breathing for the last time
A song for your heart
But when it is quiet
I know what it means
And I'll carry you home

I'll carry you home

another nice song that i spotted at mamak store near my college when taking tea break.
well is really been a while since last time i litsen to his songs....

well.. whoever litsen this song and dont feel that
this is another nice song from James Blunt...
think again...

the song's music video..

enjoy the new song from James Blunt.. ^^

2008-05-16T01:00:00.003+08:00

near a month already..
the pain still can feel till now...

i don't know..
when comes to relationships..
is the hardest thing for me to letting it go
from ah wen till HER...
sometimes really makes me think hard...
do i really....

i do love HER
same as ah wen..
i mean... *no idea to wanna talk already...
and now...
is even worsen than the 2's...
i feel myself really in the dilemma of
a symptoms called i-like-someone-too-easily
as easy as -snapping-finger-tips

and for your informations..
i like someone now..
that i TOTALLY no idea what she thinking now..
what i feel is that she treat me as a good friend for her
but i was expecting more than that
wanted to start a relationships with her..

from what i heard from her friend..
and her friend do advise me to..
keep up my intentions..
well i really no idea what she thinking
just let time being
anyway is nice to be friend with her.. ^^
let time become the judge for this time..

i really miss the one month plus relationships with HER..
really miss it...
well i know i can't get it back now..
just let the time be the cure..
im sure i can forget the past..
and become a good friends for each other

15 more days SHE will back to Malaysia!! ^^
can't wait can't wait!!!

2008-05-12T09:07:00.002+08:00

Lifehouse - First Time

We're both looking for something
We've been afraid to find
It's easier to be broken
It's easier to hide

Looking at you, holding my breath
For once in my life I'm scared to death
I'm taking a chance letting you inside

I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as a scar under my skin
Like being in love, she said, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
Whenever I'm alone with you tonight
Like being in love with you for the first time

The world that I see inside you
Waiting to come to life
Waking me up to dreaming
Reality in your eyes

Looking at you, holding my breath
For once in my life I'm scared to death
I'm taking a chance letting you inside

I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as a scar under my skin
Like being in love, she said, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
Whenever I'm alone with you tonight
Like being in love with you for the first time

We're crashing
Into the unknown
We're lost in this
But it feels like home

I'm feeling alive all over again
As deep as a scar under my skin
Like being in love, she said, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right
Whenever I'm alone with you tonight
Like being in love with you for the first time

Like being in love she said for the first time
Like being in love with you the first time

first time give my mum a carnation
first time to actually give my mum something
first time to rub her shoulder
and first time to tell her...
happy mothers day

well she looked shocked (well she should be.. ^^)
but after that shes looks OK already
after receiving the flower

picture of the flower will be update soon
coz my camera is at my friends hand.. ^^

ma.. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!
LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!

2008-05-11T02:21:00.002+08:00

argh... sucks man!! T.T
just now nearly cried out...
for a simple sharing with my friends..

OKAY....
thats... erm... so not me?!
haha.. excuses...
but seriously..
nearly cried.. slight wet eyes..
sorrow in heart
sometimes i feel that all i need is a cry
i think after crying sure feel better...
but i happy to myself that i express out!!
wakaka!!

PS: didnt cry la.. ok?!
PSS: just have a wet eyes thats all

mothers day tomorrow..
buy something?? no idea... xD

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!! ^^

2008-05-09T18:30:00.002+08:00

interesting
found this thing when i visit my friend's blog~~~

73%

Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quiz

then this...

Lets101 Quizzes - Quizzes For Fun

after that... this one...

My sex appeal is 6.1 out of 10.
Ladies beware!!!

Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quiz

when i was leaving that...
i founded something.... VERY IINTERESTING some more.. xD

i FOUND.....
THIS!!!!

Lets101 - Free Online Dating

PS: whoever smokes... please STOP!! ahahah!!
PSS: like i care bout that!? LOL...

haha..
fun and easy quizzes and tags..
hehe
do try and discover yourself
especially the smoke one!! ahaha!!

chaozz!!

2008-05-05T03:29:00.004+08:00

life brief candle...
one of the famous writer, Shakespeare's poem

life is like a candle
it come once
no second chance
and it lights bright as it like your life and my life

as we get older,
the candle became shorter as well and
short and short....
and lastly, fade off
just like our life

the wax created by candle
is like our results we created at our life
ups and downs
some spot has some carbon monoxide's stain on it
and some pure as original white as it not polluted by the smoke

it do reflect our life
waxes that created,
is our result that we has done
weather is bad or good
is also part of the candle
as we get older and older
more results created and more..
and more..
till the part where you say..
"...i give up..."
the light never fades away
what it needs is a lighter or a match to light it up again

life ends fast
and you will never know when you die off
and you will never know how much wax that created from our life
what interesting is
we have a community called - friends
and realize that some stains are along the trails
and time to time
the spot is bigger and bigger same
as the trail,
become thicker and thicker
and some just smoothly drop from the tip of the candle
with a light, unseen trail

whats great to see is that
my friend same Basic Training as me at AsiaWorks
graduated from the Advance Training
are shine bright
like the candle glow brighter day by day
and keep giving light and hope to people around him and also me
proud of him
coz he is one of the graduates that
will support, care, love the people around him!! ^^

awww.. my Advance will be at July intake
due to busyness in my schedule
and i can roughly imagine how is Advance Training..
sure will be another adventurous 5 day of my trip bout my life ^^
and my future ^^

Basic Training already gave a huge impact to change my life
slowly and be responsible
and committed to my life now ^^
and i glad that im be myself among my friends
just be myself ^^

CONGRATS TO THE ADVANCE GRADUATES MA 119 ^^

2008-05-03T12:10:00.001+08:00

Maroon 5 - Nothing Last Forever

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness gets us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And I show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every word whispered we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing last forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A babe that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving all he makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
Never let it fall apart
Strangely I wish secretly
It won't fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And I show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Everyday
With every word whispered we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing last forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

But we have not hit the ground
Doesn't mean we're not still falling, oh..
I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

Everyday
With every word whispered we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
Nothing last forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

Everyday
With every word whispered we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
Nothing last forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

is it true that none of a thing in Earth last forever?!
you decide.. ^^

-repeated the same 1 song since yesterday night